Saturday, March 3, 2007

for the girl who lost her angel...

he who really loves you, would never let you go, no matter how much you wanted to leave..
he who really loves you, would never get tired of your daily ramblings and find them very 'you'..
he who really loves you, would accept you for who you are and even if he couldnt take it, would sit down and tell you, changing you for the better..
he who really loves you, sees all your flaws and still think you're perfect..
he who really loves you, would never break your heart, no matter what he feels..
he who really loves you, would understand the time of the month is a rough patch you have to go through..

girlfriend, everything takes time.. i know roughly you feel at this point in time.. how everything reminds you of him. how wherever you go, you see him in the things around and the things that you guys have done together..
but know this sweetie, he'll be like a teardrop..
he was a part of you, when you allow the tear to fall, he comes out.. sure he will still be around, on your skin, still feeling like he's this part of you, but just a little more distant.. then as you allow time to heal you, he will evaporate and he wouldnt be the same person you knew he was.. he'd be this good friend whom you can still lean upon... this doesnt mean that you cant keep memories of him, residues remain and those are memories which you can choose to wipe away or simply let them stay etched in the back of your mind..
cry and grieve all you want now.. let everything fall down, let all your emotions through, past that exterior.. just breakdown..
but know and try my dear, you will get through this someday, with a better future and wait patiently for that someone else who will love you just the way you are.. he will find you.. make yourself feel whole first...
love, yourself..

vanessa