Sunday, March 25, 2007

hello my darlings..
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i can see that my tagboard is alive again, thanks to you!!!
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so anyways, my new cupboard is here and it's so big and spacious, i dont know where to put everything.. so the next thing on my shopping list is to get hangers.. haha!!! i think my current ones are from toyogo.. shall get the same ones, if not wooden ones to match my entire room setting.. mum chose the european setting, all the wooden stuff with flowers and all.. so yeaps..
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i like it.. it's so girly.. haha..
VANESSA LIKE...
whee!!!
and then, without the shelves that were with the old set, i have nowhere to display my books.. okay, not display, more of store.. haha!!! it's that bad.. i used to love buying books because of the main satisfaction of HAVING it.. haha.. i didnt really bother thinking if it's a really good book worth paying for.. i just got it because i liked the cover and i wanted to read it.. but i guess growing up now, being a little more mature and all, i've come to realise that buying it is pretty worthless unless it's a really good book that's going to remain as priceless throughout the generations.. so yeah.. that's that..

so work is coming to an end, last day on the 27th~28th... it stretches between these 2 days.. haha.. yeaps.. night shift.. then i'd slack all the way until school starts, which is pretty soon.. 16th april.. and yes! same class as peggy.. haha!!! and i wont be so lonely.. otherwise i'd die.. i wonder if frances is in the same class...

okay, since i havent got much to talk about, i shall do replies.

peggy:
haha!!! yes, i am excited.. i hope the teachers dont suck like mad though.. haha!!!

minn:
haha!! YOUR tester? so exclusive ah? am i supposed to feel.. em.. special?! AH HAHA!!! OHMAN!!! WHAT AN HONOUR!!!
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haha!!! crazy girl!!

jo:
haha!!! lame is good.. you're going to get pass him.. you can and you will.. you are stronger than what you think.. we love you kay..
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so yes, life is starting new for me, moving on, but keeping a part of me in the past... i wouldnt want to forget the past, no matter how bad it has been.. because my past can always remind me of how good my God has been to me, all the miracles He has showered on me, always amazing me when i pray.. His grace is never ending in my life, despite all the bad things i've done.. knowing that He loves me throughout all my days sets my heart at ease.. wouldnt it set yours at ease too?

mummy's taken ill and i dont like it one bit.. having to play 'mum' makes me feel so.. mummy-ish.. and i dont want that.. not that i dont want to grow up and be mature.. it's just that temporarily taking up the role that i look up to is so tiring and it drives me nuts because i can actually feel how my horrible my dad is sometimes.. how my dad doesnt really seem to take up the role of being a father to shawn and i..
i hope that the man i marry in the future isnt like that and i am in awe of how my mum can support shawn and i despite going through all she did and having to put up with my dad being such a kid..
so i thank God for mummy, although not all the time, but i still thank God.. i cant imagine my life without her..

shawn's coming home early tomorrow morning and i think i'm going to have to fetch him from some place.. was it goldenmile or newton? cant really remember.. at 0500 in the morning.. where am i to find a taxi that early? and that boy wants to go to school.. he is so out of his mind.. i guess he'll either have to take a cab down or pray so hard his buses rushes him to school on time..
and!!! he texted me this morning while i was at work, asking me if i wanted beanies because
"i see many many here!"
haha!!! that sweet boy.. and when i told him to call mummy last night, he went
"YO MA!"
haha.. he has his good times..
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think audrey just went overseas for a holiday with her friends.. haha.. and i want!!! mummy says we MIGHT be going to hongkong with some church aunties.. although i highly doubt that we would REALLY be going, i'm just hoping so hard that we will.. haha.. hongkong kay!!!
i want, need, crave, love..
haha!!!
and minn's going soon..
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i dont like her.. haha!!!
I DONT LIKE YOU MINN MINN!!!
HAHA!!!
ahh.. you know i heart you.. haha!!!

so anyways, this is pretty much everything.. ooh!!! i saw wilson today.. as in the guy at daiso.. haha!!! plus, quite a bit of other eye candies walking around with their girlfriends and buddies and such.. ahh jo.. what a waste.. you should have come. ooh!!!
my work place is at vivo city.. 3rd level, lobby L.. haha!!

alrights.. got to go now.. see what i can chat about tomorrow.. loves!

vanessa