Friday, March 30, 2007
woke up this morning and chose my interdisciplinarystudies module and went back to bed..
woke up at 1200 and found 5 text messages on my phone.. haha!!! minn asked me out for lunch and she was the one paying and i had totally slept through that.. haha!!! wasted.. now i have to wait until she comes back from hongkong.. darn..
i hope she gets pretty long plain tops for me.. haha!!!
i do want to go to hongkong..i really really do..
-sobs-
but for now, i think my next i-want-do-go-badly place is berjayatimessquare.. haha!!! those are pretty much tourist places which would probably charge around the same pricing as singapore but maybe they might have cheaper ones? haha.. besides, i cant go since i dont exactly have transport there and not to mention parents consent.. how sad isnt it?
haha..
in recent days, i've been really weird.. i wake up in the morning, feeling so cranky and all.. as the day passes, i get a little more hot tempered for some reason..
but last night wasnt so bad because i was trying to be funny while i was having black pepper crabs with shawn and dad.. erm people, dont salivate all over your laptop or computer.. haha..
so i took this leg part and i couldnt crack the shell.. so i bit it and it still wouldnt crack.. and guess what i did next?
"ee.. cannot crack, put back"
haha!!! and i put it back into the plastic sheet which was in the paper box.. haha!!! and shawn rolled his eyes at me and started laughing and shaking his head.. haha.. and dad was simple smirking at me.. haha!!! ooh.. shawn said i was disgusting.. haha!!! then there was the other leg part, the one with 3 of the legs attached to the body part? yeah.. that one.. so i took it out and showed it to daddy and suddenly, out of the blue, a big blob of black pepper gravy plopped onto daddy hand.. haha!!! and he was saying that it resembled the bird's crap, out of nowhere and very disgusting.. haha!!!
crab dinners are love..
(:
tutoring tonight and i think i might want to jog back.. havent been exercising at all and it's showing on my stomach.. haha.. since i cant do sit-ups, i guess the only way is to run and swimming.. well, technically, these are the only 2 sports that are the safest and easiest to do for me right now.. so yes.. that's that..
i need to start cleaning out my room all over again since the instalment of my new cupboard resulted in all th wood particles all over my room.. my table, my dressing table and my books.. should i get more boxes instead of another book shelf? boxes are so much cheaper anyways right? maybe i shall.. besides, boxes can be recycled..
yes, i love my environment and i'll try my best to save whatever i can.. recycle papers, recycle plastic bags and stuff..
so yes.. ikea, here i come.. right now, i just need to find time.. maybe tomorrow in the morning when shawn's home then come back before 1400 when shawn goes out.. cant leave mummy alone.. otherwise, she'd look for things to do and she wont get well.. when she doesnt get well soon, it means more days at home and means i cant watch television the entire day.. so yes.. she has to get well.. haha.. of course the reason isnt only that.. of course, i sincerely want my mum to get well.. i mean which child wouldnt want their parents to get well? which crazy child wouldnt? unless that child has horrible parents who dont care about him/her, then yes, children want their parents to get well without other reasons.. simply filial piety..
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alrightss, before i go off and get ready for tutoring, here's the first song lyrics to be posted on this blog.. i think this is one of the things that you guys have been looking for in my blog.. haha!!! just my opinion.. anyways, hope you guys like this..
samantha mumba
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty
i dont need you to tell me i'm pretty
to make me feel beautiful
i dont need you to give me your strength
to make me feel i'm strong
i got all of the strength that i need here
inside my own two hands
all that i want is your love and respect for who i am
what i really need
comes from deep inside of me
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty to make me feel beautiful
dont need you to make me strong cause i'm strong all on my own
doesnt come from outside
this beauty i know
comes from inside my soul
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty
i dont need you to believe in me
to make me know i'm worth believing in
i dont need you to lift me high
to know i can stand tall (i can stand tall)
i cna stand my own ground
i can stand proud upon my own twp feet
dont have to be part of somebody else
to be complete
what i really need
comes from deep inside of me
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty to make me feel beautiful
dont need you to make me strong cause i'm strong all on my own
doesnt come from outside
this beauty i know
comes from inside my soul
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty
dont need to come to you for confirmation
because i finally come to this revelation
what i really need
i'm gonna find inside of me
not in somebody else
respect, comes when you respect yourself
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty to make me feel beautiful
dont need you to make me strong cause i'm strong all on my own
doesnt come from outside
this beauty i know
comes from inside my soul
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty to make me feel beautiful
dont need you to lift me up
i can stand up on my own
doesnt come from outside
this beauty i know
comes from inside my soul
dont need you to tell me i'm pretty to know
i'm beautiful
vanessa
