Tuesday, April 24, 2007

it's going to be wednesday pretty soon and the week started off kind of badly because i'm sick all over again..
i can tell you now, that hongtat is attached to someone and that someone is not and yet, i dont feel as much pain as i thought i would have.. it's as if i had expected it.. eh, actually, i did expect it.. remember a post sometime back? haha.. yeah.. he gave really weird reasons for some stuff, saying things like he doesnt derserve someone like me and that he wasnt good enough for me and those kind of things.. there are more stuff he said but because of time, i'll elaborate more another time..
his answer is actually a prayer answered because i had asked God the day before, asking that i would want to know what's going on in his head.. well, now i partially do..
haha.. it's amazing how answers are answered isnt it? to know that He cares for me even though i'm pretty much a person who cant do much but just live for Him, that Jesus Himself would be bothered with someone such as i..
(:
it's just amazing..

alrights.. i'll blog more when i dont feel so crappy.. the flu's getting to me and so is the cough.. crap weather isnt it? and the haze is coming back..
urgh..

vanessa