Sunday, April 29, 2007
OH NO!!!!!!
tomorrow's monday already.. oh dont that suck? haha.. i think i'm going to leave my laptop at home tomorrow and just go to school with a pencilbox and my lovely bag.. haha!!! an entire day in school and having to lug that horribly heavy laptop around can kill.. so yes, i shall leave my laptop at home.. haha.. or should i?
hmm.. i shall think about it later.. but if daddy's fetching me, then i think i'll bring it.. haha!!! we'll see..
so today was pretty good all in all.. just didnt get to see gabriel in class again.. weiloong came for worship but not for class.. and shushu's boyfriend, david came again.. havent seen tovya for quite some time too..
well, i've been pretty good, no longer mulling over hongtat and i guess i'm really moving on, letting him be just a memory of my past, but still and always a friend.. nah, i dont think i'll text him unless i get EXTREMELY bored or something.. haha.. ooh! i think i have to tell him that i forgive him for what he has done because i guess we all have our difficulties and though i dont know what his is, i'm pretty sure he has his reasons although i dont buy the fact that i'm better and that he feels that he doesnt deserve me.. haha!!!
chatting with the buddy about my church camp.. i kind of feel like going, but because there isnt anyone to bunk with and i dont know if i have to go to school for that day.. think i shall ask around first then decide if i should go..
going off soon for tutoring and i think i might be jogging back.. depending on my mood.. it is after all, the time of the month and i dont know if i should jog.. getting all sweaty stuff is just gross, not forgetting to add in the uncomfortable bottom..
eww!!!
haha..
alrights.. i'll try to find more things about to blog about sometime soon.. haha.. life sure is getting a little without any emotional rollercoaster rides.. but definitely, i dont want horrible things to happen to me.. it'll be scary..
tristan prettyman
guest check
well he thinks that he's got me
he thinks that i'm giving in
but i know all the lies and the alibis and the hypnotizing
where do i begin
he says that girls lie
but i got news for him, cause boys lie too
and i'm through with all your games
and all your excuses, down to everything you say and do
cause i've seen things from a different view
and i realise all the things i already knew
you're not for me
you know i dont think that you've ever been good for me
you know, there's got to be someone out there who's real
there's got to be someone who can honestly say they feel
this music underneath my fingertips
she says, "get a grip girl, cause guys like that dont exist"
well i just wanna laugh my way through life
and no worry about whether they think what i'm doing is wrong or right
cause i've got so much to learn
and you know this fire's just dying to burn
i think it's time to leave
can i have the guest check please
i'm saying goodbye to all the comfortable things
i'm going out living my life gonna see what a little livin will bring
cause i've sen things from a different view
and i realise all the things i already knew
cause you're not for me
and no i dont think that you'll ever be good for me
vanessa
