Monday, April 9, 2007
right now, i have this feeling that my period's coming soon because i think i'm getting into the mood swings.. okay, it's either mood swings or that i'm just really emotional about things..
okay, i'll just take it as emotional..
so i stayed up until 0300 in the morning typing out mummy's accounting stuff and woke up at 0700 in the morning again.. so it's around 3 - 4 hours of sleep.. what gets on my nerves is that she didnt say anything like a hint of gratitude and such.. so i went out of the house to meet minn feeling a little off the edge..
that dear girl came back last night from hongkong and chatted with me online for awhile before she went to bed..
so yes, met her and went to singaporemanagementuniversity for her interview and she made me sit outside and wait for her to finish her interview.. haha!!! ohya! you owe me that treat!!! no! 2!!!
haha!!! i'm going to remember that!and my birthday present!!!
and jo!!! 2 years woman!!!
and i still dont know what to get you jo.. black eyeliner la! haha.. get the pencil one for you then you can try to be emo.. haha!! yes yes.. then get you make-up remover at the same time.. AH HAHA!!! set.. that's your present.. woots..
(:
i know.. dont need to thank me, i know i rock your world.. haha!!! how shameless.. haha!!!
so anyways, we had a good chat about so many things under the sun and stuff.. haha.. we cancelled our malaysia outing because ting cant make it and her boyfriend has got a course on and i'm not allowed out unless there's at least 5 people going on this trip.. that does suck..
-sulks-
so we walked around daiso and plazasingapura and had brunch at kfc.. it's been some time since i last ate there.. after which, we went home and on the train, we both wanted to shit.. haha!! kfc always makes us shit.. helps relieve constipation.. haha!!! how interesting..
so anyways, i stayed home in front of the television for more than 5 hours..
when mum came home, i got more over the edge and i'm not really talking to her right now because everything she says makes me feel so used.. she remembers the things that i didnt do and doesnt mention the things i've done for her.. so right now, i'm thinking, might as well not do anything so when she complains to everyone about the things i've not done, i dont have to fight back for myself and people wouldnt think i'm lying when i tell them that i've indeed done house chores.. how shitty is that?
yeah.. so i'm going to be a real lazy ass and sit around at home and she can complain to people all she wants..
(:
i'll be a real jerk this time.. i cant let it rest.. there are limits to what i can take.. and this should be it..
alrights.. meeting the buddy tomorrow for a day out.. wondering if i should get a concealer or the liquid foundation.. i think concealer.. i dont use foundations often.. yup.. concealer it is.. haha.. pimples are coming out and they are the ruby red ones that are pretty big.. and it sucks because it's hideous and painful..
-pouts-
haha.. alrights alrights.. nothing much for now..
ooh minn!!! thanks for the earrings from hongkong.. they are love..
(:
james morrison
wonderful world
i've been down so low
people look at me and they know
they can tell something is wrong
like i dont belong
staring through a window
standing outside, they're just too happy to care tonight
i want to be like them
but i'll mess it up again
i tripped on my way in
and got kicked outside, everybody saw
and i know that it's wonderful world
but i cant feel it right now
well i thought i was doing well
but i just want to cry now
well i know that it's a wonderful world
from the sky down to the sea
but i can only see it when you're here, here with me
sometimes i feel so full of love
it just comes spilling out
it's uncomfortable to see
i give it away so easily
but if i had someone i would do anything
i'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
i wont i wont leave you, on your own
but who am i to dream
dreams are for fools, they let you down
and i know that it's a wonderful world
but i cant feel it right now
well i thought that i was doing well
but i just want to cry now
well i know that it's a wonderful world
from the sky down to the sea
but i can only see it when you're here, here with me
and i wish that i could make it better
i'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
oh we could start again
and i know that it's a wonderful world
but i cant feel it right now
well i thought that i was doing well
but i just want to cry now
well i know that it's a wonderful world
from the sky down to the sea
but i can only see it when you're here, here with me
and i know that it's a wonderful world
i cant feel it right now
i got all the right clothes to wear
i just want to cry now
well i know that it's a wonderful world
from the sky down to the sea
but i can only see it when you're here, here with me
and i know it's a wonderful world
when you're with me
somehow, deep down, i think i still miss him..
vanessa
