this one, i think i look so random. haha!!! that "OOH" face.. haha!!

this, is one nice one.. it is love..

this is so random.. haha!!! i look like a pirate without an eye!!! ohman!
AH HAHA!!! crazy rabbits on the loose!

the stern look is such a crazy one too.. haha!!! nothing else better to do.. haha!!

haha!!! another tongue one.. i think we look like we're trying to stick them into our noses.. haha!!! and of course, we failed miserably.. haha!!!

the group photo whilst in LAN class without huifen.. she!!! chose programming and LAN, thus making us in the different classes.. huifen huifen huifen ah.. haiyo!!!

haha!!! so anyways, here's what i got these past 2 days shopping. the green and red one from "pull and bear". the pink and blue one from forever21. the necklace from diva.. yup yup.. havent gotten down to wearing them yet.. think i might just wear the red one tomorrow to school.. i just might.. haha.. depends on the stomach..

speaking of which.. i diahoerra-ed in the morning and it sucked like mad.. it stank more than the normal shit which made me want to vomit almost immediately.. didnt want to go to school because of the bus ride and i was afraid that if i farted, the watery crap would come out together like it did in the morning.. so i think i pms-ed and shouted at mum and dad.. then the door wouldnt open so i forced it and started banging the stupid lock.. then dad came down and opened it for me.. then i went off when he offered to send me to the interchange.. then suddenly, i wanted to cry while waiting for the lift.. madness.. the monday morning madness.. morning was emotional i have to say.. woke up to find that the heater wasnt turned on. and mind you, my heater is the older version where you literally have to wait for the heater to heat the water before you get any warm water.. so yes.. then i told mum about my stomach upset and she didnt even bother to send me to school and even, almost, shouted at me which made me pissed..

well, the trip to school wasnt that bad and lessons indeed werent that bad.. had loads of laughs and everything was pretty cool..

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okay, this is pretty much my entire monday..

sunday.. tutoring and i took pictures of the "wang zai xiao man tou" of which i will try to upload tomorrow because there are just too many photos today.. haha!! so yeah.. tomorrow you will know what i'm talking about..

saturday.. nothing much i think..

so anyways.. about life.. let me think..what did i want to say.. oh yes..

hsve you ever realised, that when on mrt trains and on buses, wherever we stand, we look for something to lean on, or something to hold.. ever realised that? here's my thinking.. well, in life, we all want someone to lean on.. we can never manage on our own.. if we could, there wouldnt be a need for pillars and stuff.. nope, not a need if we can live alone.. who wants to be alone? no one.. everyone wants someone, even the coldest, most hardcore criminal.. we all need someone to be there for us, to be with us.. do you think you can manage on your own? life live like no one else matters but yourself? could you? yeah, just what i thought. no we cant..

maybe that's why it's so difficult to let go of loved ones. to know that you might be alone.. they might be selfish thoughts but who wants to be alone? it hard to think that someone would actually be thinking that

"he will be better off in heaven by God's side"

unless that person is really willing to let go and truly loving enough to let go.. but i know very few people who are like that.. we all want to hold on, afraid of what life might be after this person is gone.. be it in a relationship with break-ups or to the last breath of someone.. maybe that's why we cant let go isnt it?

yeah.. just something i thought about on the bus a couple of days back..

well anyways, i have to go now, more updates soon, but i think i might not blog tomorrow because i've yet to start mugging on my database paper which's on wednesday.. haha.. need to start being studious..

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alrights lovelies take care always!

vanessa