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here's shawn being the 'cool' him, trying on the hat and food cover at daiso.. haha!! know something? somehow. despite him being taller than i am and having grown so much, i still can see the baby boy i used to play with in the long past.. the baby brother.. it's amazing how i still see that cute boy below the cover of the youngster shawn is.. i do wish i could turn back time and hang out with the younger shawn and maintain the close relationship..

then again, it's nice to have him the way he is right now because we can have random meaningful conversations although practically all the time, his constant talking-loudly-so-you-cant-hear-yourself voice overpowers mine and thus makes me lose out.. haha!!! he wins in crazy arguments.. he just might be a lawyer if he's unable to be a vet.. haha!!

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so anyways, lessons today were really cool.. had lunch with majority of the class at macdonalds and it was love too.. the guys, mainly enshao and niam made fun of me because of some personal preferences or manners, whatever rocks your boat.. see, thing is, guys should always wait for girls to sit down at the table and then all start eating together.. then enshao started eating his fries and i said he had no manners.. so he started making a whole lot of noise.. then niam came and sat down, and placed a fry in his mouth.. then kamseng told him

"cannot eat leh"

haha!! then enshao told him why so when everyone had settled down, niam 'announced'

"ok ok.. wait.. auntie vanessa, can we eat now?"

haha!!! they are such funny people..

alrights.. had great fun in class today, talked to more people from the class whom i've never talked to before and well, they are pretty okay..

ooh! the test! i did frances and peggy's friendtest and i scored 50marks and 70marks respectively.. haha!! i need to come up with a test so i can have fun making people think a whole lot about me.. then let them guess what i like and stuff.. haha!!! how fun is that?

it was this morning, when peggy told huifen, frances and i, that i realised that they dont really know much about me.. not alot about JUST ME kind of thing.. i'm no longer into pink as much as i used to.. i havent got much things that i'm very interested in and i dont know why.. it feels a bit like.

i'm losing the me.. like.. there's no more vanessa in vanessa..

no entirely but, like something's missing or something.. i dont know.. still, i dont feel weird that i'm losing my 'identity' because i know, i havent lost everything personal.. maybe i've just matured A WHOLE LOT more since, i dont know when.. i'll take it as it's a good thing.. haha!! i'll just find more 'me' time soon during the holidays..

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ooh!! i HAVE to mention this..

frances say i'm cool!!!

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erm.. i cant really remember exactly what she said but it goes something like

i have an aura about me and the way i handle and do things is very cool..

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aww man.. i havent heard that in a long long time.. haha!!!

not very sincerely at least.. haha!! of course i know, my dear minn thinks i'm cool in some ways too.. maybe too random to be very cool but just cool.. haha!!!

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and!!! frances says that both her and i, are crazy, but not insane.. haha!! now that's something really cool too.. her english has indeed improved loads..

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yeap yeap.. anyways! before i go, i shall make up a list of random things about me soon because frances made one today and she had 100points.. haha!! dont worry, i wont make you look like this

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after reading.. haha!! just a couple of points.. or maybe i might do more.. haha!!!

cant wait for tomorrow.. watching 'blades of glory' with darling minn and having dinner at subway at hdb hub.. oh man.. subway is love..

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alrights, a song before i go.. take care always my dearies!

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michael buble

everything

you're a falling star, you're the getaway car

you're the line in the sand when i go too far

you're the swimming pool, on an august day

and you're the perfect thing to see

and you play your card, but it's kinda cute

ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do

baby dont preted, that you dont know it's true

cause you can see it when i look at you

and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times

it's you, it's you, you make me sing

you're every line, you're every word, you're everything

you're a carousel, you're a wishing well

and you light me up, when you ring my bell

you're a mystery, you're from outer space

you're every minute of my everyday

and i cant believe, that i'm your man

and i get to kiss you baby just because i can

whatever comes our way, we'll see it through

and you know that's what our love can do

and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times

it's you, it's you, you make me sing

you're every line, you're every word, you're everything

you're every song and i sing along

cause you're my everything

yeah yeah

vanessa