Wednesday, August 29, 2007

ahh... the long awaited post i presume?
so these few days hasnt exactly been the best of best..
came home sick after saturday, didnt go out on sunday with the guys and got pissed at darren because he was actually that daft enough to piss me off.. see.. thing is this.
i said i was sick and asked him if he could pass a message to enshao personally..
guess what his reply was?
it was along the lines of
"but you can come later and tell him yourself right?"
i mean like what the hell? i just said i was sick?! who on earth is that dumb to ask a question like that?! no offence to him but seriously! if someone is sick would you ask AGAIN if he or she was going to come?!
NO! ABSOLUTELY NOT!
you'd tell the person okay, i'll help you pass the message and you take care.. yeah, i was mighty pissed alright.. and i was supposed to celebrate my aunt's birthday at her place but because i was sick, i couldnt go nowhere.. so i stayed home the entire day other than in the morning for church where i felt weirdly wrong..
so monday came and mummy took leave and went out to imm and vivo with her new good friend, auntie leeyong who's aaron's mum.. aaron from church i mean..
so i asked mummy to get a watch for me, for my aunt for her birthday.. turned out, she didnt because she couldnt find the shop and she probably was too busy walking around with auntie leeyong.. which i dont have anything against since she hasnt really been out much other than kebaya shopping.. ohwells, at least she's doing something she likes with her friends.. i think the reason why she goes out a little more often now is probably because in the recent past, shawn and i told her that she's got no life.. but of course, we meant that jokingly, not as like
"you lousy woman!!! you've got no life!!!"
kind of thing? haha.. which is really good.. i'm glad my mummy has quality time with friends..
(:

so.. i've been spending the past 2 days watching nothing but the television.. watched the entertainment scene, movies, music videos, and mummy shows.. yeah.. those talking about babies and changing diapers and cooking.. i know.. uber weird.. but i've realised that giving birth to babies are not as bad as i used to think it was.. i mean the movies are so extreme!!! all the screaming and all.. and for the few childbirths i've seen, the mummy is just there breathing and pushing and no major yelling or pulling of hair was displayed.. haha.. although some childbirth scenes are just pretty gross with the blood and there was this baby that crapped immediately when he came out.. so there was crap on his legs and probably his mother's you-know-where.. eww i know.. haha..
and there's a childbirth method that allows the baby to be given birth under water! like in a tub.. super interesting.. according to the narrator, it's said to reduce the pain and help calm the mother down before te actual birth happens.. i wonder if they have it in singapore..
so i've been looking at babies nearly everyday and i cant wait to play with one.. anyone has a baby for me to play with?! haha.. the newborns are so small and cuddly!!! uber cute!!! but they sure looked really wrinklywhen they're just a couple of days old..
so.. music videos wise, this song by the plain white t's, hey there delilah is certainly got me hooked on.. think i'll post that song later or another one that i've heard a very long time ago and recently acquired..
(:
so anyways, i think i'm cancelling my trip to the kelong next week because my 'auntie' came to visit me.. yeah, ladies you know who i'm refering to.. haha.. so crappy.. all i want to do is just stay home and slack like mad.. oh crap! i need to pack my room.. haha!! and i've yet to buy more boxes..
):
i love me boxes!!! haha..
so anyways, will be going to malaysia's malacca this coming saturday and i cannot wait.. although i seriously think that i wont be getting a lot of things since i was come back empty-handed.. really sad i'd say.. maybe i'm just picky.. haha.. then i'll just be angry when i come back.. okay, maybe not but you get my point.. haha..
so yeah, have to get down to getting a job and to clear up my room.. yeps.. till then, this is all i have..

casting crowns
voice of truth

oh what i would do
to have the kind of faith it takes
to climb out of this boat i'm in
onto the crashing waves
to step out of my comfort zone
into the realm of the unknown
where Jesus is
and He's holding out His hand

but the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
reminding me of all the times
i've tried before and failed
the waves they keep on telling me
time and time again
"boy you'll never win, you'll never win."

but the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the voice of truth says "this is for My glory"
out of all the voices calling out to me
i will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

oh what i would do
to have the kind of strength it takes
to stand before a giant
with just a sling and a stone
surrounded by the sound
of a thousand warriors
shaking in their armour
wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

but the giant's calling out
my name and he laughs at me
reminding me of all the times
i've tried before and failed
the giant keeps on telling me
time and time again
"boy you'll never win, you'll never win"

but the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
out of all the voices calling out to me
i will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

but the stone was just the right size
to put the giant on the ground
and the waves they dont seem so high
from on top of them looking down
i will soar with the wings of eagles
when i stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
singing over me

but the voice of truth tells me a different story
the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
out of all the voices calling out to me
i will choose to listen and believe
i will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

i will listen and believe
i will listen and believe the voice of truth
i will listen and believe
cause Jesus You are the voice of truth
and i will listen to You


from blogthings - are you burned out
you are 0% burned out
- you are not burned out in the least.
- even though you work hard, you know how to pace yourself.
- you are responsible, but you never let your responsibilities drain you.
- you realise that taking care of yourself always comes first.

from blogthings - are you a candy heart or a candy fart
you are a candy heart
- you definitely a pro when it comes to romance
- and you have great dating etiquette.
- plus you probably smell and taste pretty darn good.

from blogthings - are you extremely sensitive
your sensitivity score is 58%
- as far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people.
- you cant help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad.
- but when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down.

from blogthings - are you hot
you are more mild then wild
- you are confident, and you really arent concerned with how "hot" you are.
- other people's ideas of what sexy doesnt concern you.
- and this is exactly what makes you attractive.

from blogthings - are you a good girl or a bad girl
you are a normal girl
- you are 60% good and 40% bad
- sure you've pulled some bad stunts in your past
- but these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

ooh how true.. haha!!!


vanessa