Monday, September 17, 2007

ahh.. monday night..
start of a new week and more boring work with nothing to do and fold stars.. yes.. i've been folding stars at work because i've not been given anything to do.. i dont really like working there since i dont feel like it's fair for the company to pay me 50bucks a day while i sit there and fold stars and do the occasional work.. i'm not saying that i dont want it.. but i feel so wrong sitting there and doing nothing while everywhere around me, people are walking in and out of the office and looking at me with expressions like
"what the? she gets paid to fold stars?"
kind of look which pisses me off and that i'm not doing anything! of course it's good pay to just sit there and fold stars the entire day but it just doesnt feel right with everyone looking at you.. the feeling sucks like mad i must say..
):

so i kind of made up my mind to work until the end of this month and then teach my cousins for the last 2 weeks of my holidays for their exams. maybe if the twins dont need me for the last week then i might consider going back to work if they have things for me to do.. otherwise, i'd just rent movies and watch them at home.. yeaps.. this way, i dont have to face people i dont like and see their faces..
-squirms-
ooh.. on a side note, minn wants to go to taiwan!!! with her boyfriend, and she has asked me along! woots... have to wait until my relationship with my mum's better because she blooding menopausing and she's not talking to me so i shall not bother talking to her for now too.. stupid shit i tell you.. bloody menopause..
maybe i shall just ask dad or something.. then maybe he'll want me to work an extra week otherwise i wont be able to shop there.. shit.

on another side note.. something i learnt yesterday.
if your parents says something like
"if divorce then who you want to stay with"
know what your answer should be? like this
"stay with? no.. you both are going to buy a house or place for me to live in then take care of me. then make duplicate house keys of both of your houses so when i need money, i can go over and take"
straight out. if your parent say it jokingly, then maybe you want to keep it that way.. but i wish i hadnt said it jokingly because i meant it..
this family is crap sometimes.. the whole unit is screwed.. and it's shit stuff..

vanessa