Thursday, September 13, 2007
i am amazed at what i told a confidante.. read the following that i've told her through msn.. the pink is mine, the black, my confidante..
most of the time God prob doesnt intend for our paths to be hard, but because of our choices, we choose the harder paths. but because God loves us so much, He will straighten our paths. but not after alot of pain.yeah.. but it's probably the only way we will learn more about Him..
yeahhaithe turning point in my life is when i went for the op
do you think God wanted me to go through the pain?
i'm sure not..
but He made Himsef very known to me during that period of time..
it was then that i knew,
He is the one living God who was there for me and the reason for believing is not because my mum believes, but because i've seen the grace of the Lord God Himself, in my life..
if it didnt happen,
i dont think i would have gotten baptised, believing that i am believing in something that exists..
i'd probably get baptised because everyone and you were doing it..
and maybe if you go through this, you might come to know God more and the way He works..
trials are there for a reason
there are other things which i said but for confidentiality purposes, i wont post them here.. i know the beginning part about the operation makes you want to go
"yeah, the operation again"
why do i keep refering to the operation? i'm pretty much guessing because a whole lot of miracles happened during that period of time and it was a big event for me.. i mean, of course there were other miracles that happened on any other given day, but the most "outstanding" ones are the ones during my operation.. maybe that's the reason why i keep going back.. know the phrase
"etched in my mind till the day i die"
yeah.. it probably will be..
speaking of death.. earthquake.. 4 of the shakes in less than a day.. i felt the one this morning when i was waiting for the bus at toa payoh.. i didnt know it was the tremor because i was hungry and i thought i was so hungry that i wobbled a little.. i mean, i looked around and everyone else were just standing there looking out for buses. when i got to work, then i realised that another tremor was felt in singapore.. funny thing, i didnt feel last night's one because i was dancing in the lift when it happened.. haha!!! i know. i'm super amusing.. haha!!!
(:
just praying that the people there will be safe.. i wonder about my ex-maid who lives in sumatra.. i hope she's alright too.. i cant remember if she's back in sumatra or if she's still working in cyprus.. oh yes.. egypt..
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cool isnt it? haha..
anyways, i think i got to go now.. work tomorrow and that guy isnt making my days at work any happier.. he just pisses me off more and more everytime he comes near or tries to talk to me.. argh!
-scowls-
results out tomorrow.. freaking the crap out of me..
-shivers-
alrights.. got to go now.. loves!
vanessa
