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yeah, a wee bit scared.. oh wells.. anyways, here's more pictures!

here's the ones taken at the church wedding. and you can roughly see what i wore for the church wedding.. the first time i wore the white top from zara.. i realised, i cant really see my makeup from here.. but it isnt much anyway.. super light because i havent really mastered the art of applying dark makeup.. haha.. SOON SOON!!! haha...

then there's more from the wedding dinner. yep yep.. ooh, the one at the top right hand corner is at the church wedding. haha.. didnt have enough space to squeeze them all in without looking too cramped.

i want to attend more weddings!!!

gimme gimme gimme more, gimme more, gimme more..

haha!! reminds you of britney spears doesnt it? i heard pretty nice reviews of her album thought.. think it's all the dance floor music.. know? those techno-ish kind of music.. the kind that goes on and on and repeats themselves.. that is if, i havent heard the wrong review.. haha!!! ooh! here's another one of my cousins. my dad's side.. i dont remember if i had posted pictures of them before. but here's it anyway.

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yup. the barbeque from long ago.. haha.. i know.. all the funny faces my brother and i made.. haha!!! totally funny.. haha!!! i think one of these days, i should go develop them.. then i can keep them and in case, (touch wood), my portable harddisk dies on me..

photos photos PHOTOS!!!

woot woot.. and. i feel like jogging now..

darn.. i feel fat.. and i think the time of the month is coming pretty soon.. farting quite a bit more, feeling a little more restless during certain times of the day, getting more irritable at some people..

but frankly, i think this specific person is just being really horrible. shuwei and peggy knows who i'm talking about. and shuwei knows the exact reasonS. not just 1 reason it's MULTIPLE reasons..

i mean, that person doesnt think when words come out, everything is funny to that person.

that person assumes that everything that is against him/her is bad and when he/she talk bad about someone else, it's perfectly okay.

"ooh, laugh laugh laugh..

i think it's funny.. HA HA HA.."

he/she is so insensitive it's disgusting.

he/she just doesnt think.

he/she is so petty, it disgusts the crap out of me.

he/she remembers the stupidest things and makes a joke out of people.

he/she assumes everything should go his/her way.

everytime i go to the toilet, i smell him/her.

everytime someone farts, i smell him/her.

you, do get what i mean right? like, he/she is shit..

i hope it isnt all that cold.

-.-

so anyways, i've noticed a change in someone.. and it's very good.

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and to that, i salute her for the change that she has made. VERY good improvements. girl, i think you know who you are.. people agree that you've changed for the better and it's definitely nicer to talk to you with your spirits higher and always smiling.

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i feel like the 'old' person i've known is back.

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keep it up! we still love you the way you are, just that now, we love you LOADS more..

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currently, i'm pretty addicted to House, Grey's Anatomy, Scrubs, Oprah Winfrey Show and still waiting for hongtat's the oc, which i'm getting from junhui. i think, somehow, meeting him now will be a little weird.. but here's the absolute truth.

I AM O.V.E.R. HIM.

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besides, got a new 'squeeze' in school.. haha!!! i think, i've mentioned this before.. oh ya. i did. haha.. you know, although some people dont exactly look all that handsome and all that pretty, there are the normal people like me, who see someone who looks equally normally, and can still fall in love.. amazing how we normal people are isnt it?

somehow, for me, there are some occasional times, when i feel, almost like as if, i'm going to be just, well, single for the rest of my life or something.. then there are the times when i feel like as if i have so much to give.. it's so weird, having that feeling.. sure i always say that being single is cool because of all the cool things you get to do when you're single, like going out with guys and not having people label you as 'two-timer' or something. you know?

but the times when you're all alone and just feel like doing something really nice like write a letter to someone special and then you realise, oh yeah, i dont have anyone to write to.

you know.. then you see something nice, and it's meant for someone special and you are so tempted to buy it. but then, there's no one to give it to.

sure you say, "buy it and give it to someone else" or "buy and keep it first" kind of thing. but it on the way, somehow, it loses it's rightful meaning. that you're just buying it because you want to give it to the next boyfriend that comes along and not because that you see this boy as the love of your life and this object, somehow, represents him or has a proper significant meaning to it.. it's just another gift that you get for someone random like say, Christmas? you know? those events when you buy a gift because there's this random gift giving session where no names are placed on the present and the present you are supposed to give is just a general item like a mug that say

"I love my job"

or something like that.

doesnt it lose it's meaning?

am i even making sense?

i hope i am..

life is tough as it is..

taken from House Quotes

Eve the Patient: I'm gonna base this moment on who I am stuck in a room with! It's what life is, it's a series of rooms, and who we get stuck in those rooms with, adds up to what our lives are.

this is something out of context. i just thought it sounded really interesting, very intriguing.. so meaningful.

alrights, got to go for now.. blog more soon. loves!

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norah jones

come away with me

come away with me in the night

come away with me

and i will write you a song

come away with me on a bus

come away where they cant tempt us

with their lies

i want to walk with you

on a cloudy day

in fields where the yellow grass grows knee high

so wont you try to come

come away with me and we'll kiss

on a mountaintop

come away with me

and i'll never stop loving you

and i want to wake up with the rain

falling on a tin roof

while i'm safe there in your arms

so all i ask is for you

to come away with me in the night

come away with me

vanessa