Sunday, December 16, 2007
urgh. the sudden realization that i dont have tons of work to do, made me fall a wee bit sick. or was the huge amount of toasted garlic bread, campbellis soup, and muar otah all at once for dinner last night.
-sulks-
i'm thinking it's the otah because i felt really weird after going through 1/4 of it. i was actually digging for the slices of fish inside because it's amazingly chewy. haha.
so anyways, havent been up to much since the start of holidays. which is, only 2 days.. didnt go to church too. darn.
ooh! something accomplished, i rearranged my cupboard and a wee bit of my dressing table.
(:
yeah, i feel so proud of myself. haha!!! it seems awfully neat now i must say. then again, it probably will become some mess all over once school starts.
crap man!
and! i'm breaking out in cold sweat.
-.-
and i havent crapped in like.. 4 days? i think it's part of the cause of my not-feeling-well-ness.
all that crap!!!
you can literally say
"you are full of crap"
haha.
the brother's leaving for china for the mission trip with some of the other church members. think he'll be back on the 29th also. which is the same day i'll be back from my sunway lagoon trip. woot woot.
i shall remind myself of that trip.. woot woot.. get my mind of all the things at home. it's going to be such a welcomed relief! shop for more clothes and shoes and.. er.. more clothes? maybe get a tan too. haha!!! i can wear my cheap bikini!!! besides, no one will ever see me back here in singapore anyway. so it wont hurt to show a couple of tummy fats. haha!!!
yawns. this week's going to be a little hectic with all the dates i have. it's amazing..
mon - might be meeting daphne
tues - meeting the primary school classmates (:
wed - meeting minn and daphne perhaps?
thurs - free as of now i think
fri - dinner with elyse and ting
sat - bible study group dialogue session, of which i have invited ting and andre to attend.
woot! i hope ting can attend. i actually asked yuanzhi but he isnt free. the same goes for xiaolong.
somehow, i guess i like arguing about the facts of God and my religion. i want to get into some kind of informative debate about my religion because somehow, i, in a way, want to prove how real my God is. i mean i know after all, God chooses who He wants. but still, by reaching out, i am doing what i can, to inform my world of my God.
and some dumb dumb person keeps smoking and it's coming through my window and i'm freaking breathing it in. and if i close my window, i dont have fresh air in my room. and it's really needed.. people should stop smoking and the government should ban smoking totally..
some people like me, reflect on what we have said. we think back about the things we have done or said. and i apologise if i hurt anyone because of what i said previously but i do not take back what i said because it stands true.
i'm not the kind who will stand at a corner while my friends gets talked about. i will tolerate it for awhile and if it goes on for much too long, poking fun at them, i will take a stand for them because they DO NOT deserve to be treated like that behind their back. because it is unfair that my friends are not there to defend themselves while some other people keeps laughing about it. and that, i will not tolerate.
i can be nice and also be a bitch if you want to get on my nerves. you just have to pick the right things to talk about. and this, is not PMS-ing although i am in the process of it.
and! before i go, i'll probably try to update more often because it's the holidays.
but i am after all, a very popular person to hang out with.. AH HAHA!!!
okay, not funny.
but! i must admit that i like hanging out with friends.. girlfriends are the best.
loves!!!
and here's a song i havent heard in awhile.
coldplay
the scientist
come up to meet you
tell you i'm sorry
you dont know how lovely you are
i had to find you
tell you i need yoy
tell you i've set you apart
tell me your secrets
and ask me your questions
oh let's go back to the start
running in circles
comet tales
heads on the science apart
nobody said it was easy
oh it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this hard
oh take me back to the start
i was just guessing
the numbers and figures
pulling your puzzles apart
questions of science
science and progress
do not speak as loud as my heart
tell me you love me
come back and haunt me
oh when i rush to the start
running in circles
chasing our tails
coming back as we are
nobody said it was easy
oh it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be so hard
i'm going back to the start
vanessa
