Tuesday, January 1, 2008

FINE FINE FINE!!!
i shall blog about my new year's resolution.
-curses-
shuwei's so evil..
):
haha!!!

so anyways, first thing, i stayed home during the new year cause i didnt want to "hang with the crowd"
then! ya, here's my new year's resolution. of which, i will try my BESTEST to stick to.. haha!!!!

1. be more studious.
2. control my junk-food eating habits
3. shop less? (pretty impossible but i'll try)
4. be nicer to people i cant stand
5. RELAX a little so i wont get migraines and so i wont piss people off.
6. ALWAYS keep my room tidy / maintain the tidiness
7. save money for a winter trip this year
8. sleep earlier & drink more water to prevent stupid pimples.
9. i dont know. maybe jog more?
10. GET A FREAKING BOYFRIEND

okay. the last one is super random cause i cant think of any more. and i want to hit the 10th mark. haha!!!
the past year has been pretty bad but nonetheless, it has been good too.. i've learnt a couple of lessons through the past year, lost a little, gained a little.
i've come to know a little more of people around me, and perhaps, i've changed.
i've become more mature in a couple of ways, shouldering more burdens that my buddy knows.. somehow, the things on my mind have made me a little more mellow than what i've used to be. i can sit down and think things and see a couple of things in a different light, i can understand how some things are and i question more..
through the dark times, i've learnt to appreciate the lighter times and have more fun to lighten my mood, to lift myself and trust more in God rather than leaning on my own capabilities..
it's hard to know so much, and cant do anything about it..
i guess 2007 has been a pretty rough year for most of us. but you know what? 2007 has also been a good year for all of us. we just have to learn to choose to look on a brighter note.
life's always this way.. it's the choices we take that makes us who we are.

so anyways, since this one was forced out of me, i will make it short.. HAHA!!!
nah, i dont know what else to say too. haha..
still, on a second last note, i want to just, thank everyone who has been there for me, to teach me, to talk to me, to just, be there for me, surrounding me during this past year..
(:

on a last note, this is for shawn, my dearest one and only brother. it's not really that complete because i dont know how to add in the other memories that we had as kids and how to end it. it just, seems, so difficult to put into words sometimes.

blessed am i, my brother
for all the years that has come to pass
the ups and downs, i thank God
for they bind us closer together

the simplest words i gather
for big words, they do not always last
to give thanks to Him our Lord
for bestowing you into my life

i love you always.
jiejie

vanessa