Saturday, January 26, 2008

my goodness! i believe i havent visited my blog in ages!
thank you my dear friends for tagging!
thank you peggy, for always flooding and tell me that my blog is ROTTING!
haha!!!
thank you jane, will definitely meet one of these days for dinner after all of my work is done. tentatively by the end of this week.
(:
and i love the dvd. havent gotten down to watching it yet but i will.
thank you buddy for tagging, and no, you didnt cause the headache la! haha.. i think it happens cause i get too high with you and my brain cant take it. haha!!!
or maybe it was just a bad day..
(:
hey there rachel! i've kind of been skipping lessons so havent gotten round to seeing you around these weeks/months. but dont worry, you'll see me soon!
(:
and yuan! you mad crazy person! no i dont smell like i'm rotting. i smell really nice ok!

so, this week has been pretty bad.. i'd actually call this week "hellweek".
yeap. the same way army guys have a mad week where they do all the intense trainings and stuff.
for me, it was physically, mentally and religiously. i fell sick, had this major migraine that made me cry when i got home and mum wanted me to go to the hospital. it was that pain. my harddisk crashed, i had to redo my project that i actually really dont like due to all the codings and such. it was like a major breakdown.
religiously, because i guess it was such a trying time, that i had to learn to trust that God will help me as i do my work. i havent been walking with God these couple of weeks and i guess it was a wake-up call for me, to remind that He is there.
through all, we have lessons to learn and i guess this week, you could say i did learn quite a bit of them.

although i think i'm coping pretty well with all the things that are happening in my life, i feel that somehow, at some point, i'm going to break. going to crash and burn. it's all the burdens that i cant tell people, all the knowledge of things going on. it's tiring to carry them around. so exhausting..

on a lighter note,
chinese new year is coming! i dont exactly have new bottoms to wear with the new tops i got.. but since i've got so mnay jeans, i think i'll just wear them. or! if i have the time, i shall buy a nice skirt to wear!
i know, no pictures..
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i am sad too.. but i'll get them once i'm done with my work. show you guys my new shoe. haha!
(:

alrights, this will be short. got to go for now. church tomorrow.
loves!!!

vanessa