Saturday, March 22, 2008

i've started on something.
and i'm afraid that if i backslide, things will go wrong for me.

i asked God in a prayer, to let me grow closer to Him and know Him more.
the first step was leading my class in lesson..
then came the questions..
then came the books..
so as i'm starting to know more about my God, and learning about the proofs that the bible is real, i'm afraid that if i have questions and they arent answered, will that shake my faith? i've been contemplating, on whether i should get the book "the god dellusion" by the infamous atheist richard dawkins.. will i be able to handle what he has written, saying that God is an illusion that we choose to create.
i've contemplated too, that after poly, i'll take some time off to find out the questions that some people has been asking me. but i dont think that's going to happen anytime.. haha..
so i've been learning more about God, about my religion.. which is really cool.
(:

so anyways, leaving for sunway pretty soon, very excited. i hope my period comes after the trip though.. i want to play water and get a tan. haha!!
alrights, got to go now, loves!!!

vanessa