Tuesday, March 4, 2008

oh my goodness, i cant believe it.
i'm nearly done with clearing my room, getting rid of all the dust that has formed at the back of my table and drawers.. you guys have no idea how proud i am, of myself.. haha!! best thing? i found 50bucks.
haha!!!
so.. i'm 50bucks richer!
shall get a dress tomorrow with shuwei. haha!!!
i have pictures but i currently have no time at all, to arrange them nicely in a collage to post up here. so i guess it'll take some time. haha!!! although my table's still in a mess because i promptly decided to dump everything that was in the drawers, onto the table, i still can find space for my laptop. haha!!! now how cool is that. i'm kind of motivated to throw away things.. but after looking through, i realised that most of the things i wanted to throw are just paper materials. i have 2 bags of paper that i'm going to recycle, and less than half a "fairprice" plastic bag of rubbish to throw.
oh crap. my hands are so rough and dry. oh my soles are absolutely dark. super gross.. ooh.. i saw another lizard again..
-.-
i think, it might very well be the same one that i saw the day before.. haha!!
oh well, it let go.. maybe it's the reason behind why i dont get as much mosquito bites as i used to.. haha!!!

anyways, shuwei and i were talking about guys.
physical aspect.
1. looks confident
2. walks straight
3. is lean (not sloppy and stuff)

and there were more, it's pretty much what most girls will have in mind. but really, how many good guys out there, are like that? there's the weird ones, the playful ones, all-about-myself ones, and the list goes on.
but it doesnt matter to me. haha!!! because i was complaining to her and she was telling me.. brainless boys.
woot

was chatting with a "new" friend today. he asked about Christianity. i was going on, telling him about our beliefs and the difference between Christians and Catholics.. and after we ended our conversation, it suddenly struck me.
here is this guy, who's asking me questions about my religion, and i'm not inviting him to my church, to know about the religion that i so strongly believe in.
i mean, what was i thinking? but there is a reason to my hesitation.
i dont want to reveal too much right now. but i guess it's really a complicated relationship. there are so many "what if"'s, so much so that i am actually reluctant. but it shouldnt be isnt it?
no, it shouldnt be.

ooh! i realised i havent posted about my outing with the cousin.
met her at 1900 and she was complaining that she missed an outing with her hottie..
-.-
she's so mean.
so we walked around, she got tops, i saw dresses, she got her pay, we had dinner and we walked, and we went home.
oh. did i mention we laughed loads? she says i am amusing because i am such a self entertainer. i know. why else do you think i am able to talk so much on my blog? haha.
so... we talked about family mainly, cause half the time, her mind was on the guy.. i felt so alone.. haha!!!
but it was really nice going out with her..
(:
and i was making fun of her practically the entire time.
(cause she's shorter than i am)
haha!!
will probably meet her once more before she flies off to oklahoma for studies, for a month.

i hope, my period hurries so i can go to sunway and wear my swimsuit and play with water.. and get a tan. my goodness do i need a tan.

i think, i should be completed with packing my room by thursday? since i am, after all, going out tomorrow with shuwei. yay!!! sunway sunway!!!
(:

on a side note, some guys just suck balls.
(:
dont worry darren gavin ho weiliang, it isnt you.. relax already!

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dancing in the moonlight

we get in on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

(and it keeps repeating until it fades. haha!!!)
loves!
vanessa