ahh, the start of a new work day..
quite reluctant to get out of bed today. the rain, the smell of rain, the wind.
-sulks-
well, too bad i had to work today..
so anyways, shawn's super restless at home because he cant move around much with the staples in his leg.. think he's going to go through a certain depressed period because of the changes and the feeling of being useless.
it's abit sad looking at him go through such things but at the same time, i get to poke fun at him. and he cant really bully me and poke me cause he cant move as fast as me.. well, for now that is.. haha!!! i'll prob have to learn to move faster now.. haha!
so anyways, 1 happy news, i think my bags that were ordered from taiwan, ARE ARRIVING!!! oh yes, i am very excited.. i have 2 rounds of bags waiting to arrive.. whee!!!
this is the 1st round.
and these are the ones in the 2nd round.
yep yep.. i CANNOT WAIT!!!
hurry hurry, vanessa wants her baggies!!!
HAHA!!!
-.-
that was just.. cold.
so anyways, chatted loads with justin earlier, about his NS life and about random things like having sweet cravings and drooling while sleeping and about his gaining 1 kg since NS. haha!!!
for those who dont live in singapore (although i think there are no non-singaporeans who are reading my blog) NS is national service for the guys living in singapore.
we did chat abit about the secondary school life, where i'd use markers to poke the nape of his neck everytime he leans on my desk and rest his head on my waterbottle. haha!!
the old times..
sometimes, we have 2 sides of ourselves. for me, maybe more.
starting from now, i'll try to keep it to 2. i'm tired of playing pretend and make it seem like everyone's my best friend and stuff like that. of course, i wont blow up for no apparent reason. i'll still put up with a reasonable amount of nonsense before i get to the point where i wont tolerate.
frankly, although i disagree, sometimes, with the way frances stands up for herself, but at the same time, i truly admire her for the way she's comfortable with herself, to take her stand against something that she doesnt like.
although she may tell things straight to your face, something that you dont want to hear, in the end, she'll always stand beside you when you need help and stuff like that.. now that, is admirable.
respect.
(:
alrights. got to go for now.. got work to do.. it sure is hard work, coming up with games. even simple ones are driving me nuts because of the graphics.
eww, eww, eww.
oh! before i go, check out death cab for cutie's new song off their latest album "narrow stairs"
i will possess your heart
i totally love love love!!!
death cab for cutie
i will possess your heart
how i wish you could see the potential
the potential of you and me
its like a book elegantly bound
but in a language you cant read just yet
you've got to spend some time love
you've got to spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love
i will possess your heart
you've got to spend some time love
you've got to spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love
i will possess your heart
there are days when outside your window
i see my reflection as i slowly pass
and i long for this mirrored perspective
when we'll be lovers, lovers at last
you've got to spend some time love
you've got to spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love
i will possess your heart
you've got to spend some time love
you've got to spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love
i will possess your heart
i will possess your heart
i will possess your heart
you reject my advances and desperate pleas
i wont let you let me down so easily
so easily
you've got to spend some time love
you've got to spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love
i will possess your heart
you've got to spend some time love
you've got to spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love
i will possess your heart
you've got to spend some time love
you've got to spend some time with me
and i know that you'll find love
i will possess your heart
i will possess your heart
i will possess your heart
vanessa
