Sunday, July 27, 2008

let me see.
sunday and i'm feeling a little more resentful against some people.
i'm contemplating on whether i should reveal names.
well, maybe i shant for today. but if i get really pissed, i think i will in the near future.

you ostracize those who are different. you refuse to speak to others and look down on those who are raised differently, who have differently personalities. you say you dont like them.. you bring others down.. you make it seem like you know everything.
you lie, you cheat, you make use of others' good intentions.
and for that, i despise you.
you make yourself seem all self-righteous, never admitting to your mistakes.. you avoid when you are in the wrong, twisting words so you can try to stand your ground, defending yourself. yet with all the answers you give, you're just bringing yourself down.
you are calculative, and manipulative. when you say things like "standing up for myself", you try to bring others down.
and for that, i despise you.
you think its cool, you think it seems "its an okay thing" to do, to shout at others.
just because you think you've got others on your side, you have the right to do what you want. but dont let the offended party catch you alone.
for being so spiteful of others, i despise you.
and dont worry about making enemies, you make them easily.
of course i remember the nice things, but it just happens to overshadow the crap you've done.
like i've said before, i'll stand up for the people who you've hurt, made use of and pissed off.

ah. i do feel a little better although to a certain extent, it might just have fuelled the flame.
but my ranting's done for tonight.

dear elizabeth has grown pretty thin since the last couple of months. if she becomes any thinner, people are going to mistake her for an anorexic! and she says she eats alot. think i should bring her to some high end buffet to make her stuff herself. haha! but i would blame it on stress in school and some other reasons. poor bird.
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anyways!!! viva presentation's in a couple of days!
by "a couple", i literally mean couple. 2days. today's sunday, then there's monday and tuesday's the big day. very excited to be in formal wear, looking all professional and stuff. i get to wear my black heels! they make my ankles look sexily thin. haha!!! or slim? i prefer thin.
-smirks-
i have bony ankles but fleshy calfs and thighs. but what the heck. i think i'm fine the way i am. maybe lose a little here and there but overall, i'm pretty okay with the way i am.
-flashes a wide smile-
haha!
oh! saturday!
met up with buddy for dinner!
went to waraku and had yami yoghurt.. waraku is pretty good, although the serving was, pretty small. yami yoghurt on the other hand. totally mouth-watering!!! i couldnt stop salivating after the first mouthful of yummilicious peach yoghurt went in. a wee bit expensive but totally perfect for those "once a week" treat.. and it's a healthy choice too! (not that i would really be bothered)
haha!

i know frances has been asking me for quite some time, about staying over at my place. but i think i got to come clean.
frankly, i dont like people coming to my home, treating it like it's their house. it's probably one reason i dont really want to go over to other people's house to stay over. but given a choice, i'd rather go over because i'd prefer to keep my room "clean"
and for the people who have hung out ever so often with me, they know the clean freak i am.. always sanitising my hands.
i dont mind if you come over and bake though! although i still have to get the oven fixed! and yes! cheesecake! one day frances! one day!
of course, by saying my room is "clean" doesnt exactly mean my room is clean or that you are dirty! i just, dont want people poking around my things when i dont know. and trust me. some people have stolen things.
my dvds from chalets, my nail polish..
i hope the asshole who stole it rots like shit.
the asshole who stole my drumline movie should definitely eat shit too!
made me buy a new one.. ah, i wont be kind to those who have taken my things.. oh not at all.. not at all.
and of course i know not everyone steals. just some people.

oh! better update my links. that yuanzhi changes his url so often! okay, this is the 3rd address he has given me. one more time yuanzhi.. one more time.. then then.. erm. we'll see how it goes.
HAHA!!!
oh! any more of dream theater's songs that have similar sounds as compared to "wait for sleep"?! give me give me give me!
AND!!! death cab for cutie is good good good!!!
haha!!!

ah, my hands feel dry.. bathe soon!!! it's 2200! better bathe by 2230! for what reason? no particular. i just have schedules that i'd like to adhere to when i'm home. unless i am out late, i will follow the timings i've set. haha!!

oh oh oh! which reminds me.
anyone for singfest?!
the only reason i want to go on saturday is for travis!!! okay fine, maybe melee
the rest of the acts that i want to go for are on sunday. why cant they remove rick astley and replace it with travis?!! shoot the producers!!! haha!!! it's so sad!!! travis is love!!! though i havent heard from them in quite a number of years, their music still lives on!!!
their hits like
1. sing
2. flowers in the window
3. writing to reach you
4. love will come true

still make their rounds on my playlist.

sunday, there's the local band, west grand boulevard! too bad they dont have electrico otherwise i'd probably have a confirmed friend who MIGHT be going with me. haha!!! YUANZHI!!! too bad he's so into progressive rock and the occasional eminem and dave matthews band and a couple of country music.
then! there's also stacie orrico, jamie scott & the town, one republic, JASON MRAZ, pussycat dolls (not a big fan) and alicia keys. although i must add, not a very big fan of her latest album. i prefer the older hits..

so! the few main reasons for wanting to be there,
1. JASON MRAZ!
2. one republic
3. travis
yeah. these 3. the rest.. doesnt matter if i miss it. i want to listen to jason mraz!!! i know he's good singing live. but i want the freaking experience!!! one republic, love the songs. (same as jason mraz) travis? same actually. these 3 make damn good music!
darn! they should have included a fine frenzy!!! too bad she isnt as well known as she should be.
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anyways! i think i got to be on my way to bathe and do up my presentation slides.
OHMY! 2227! haha!!! 3 more minutes to 2230! yay yay yay!!!

blog soon after my presentation! or if i get bored. hardly the latter i guess. a couple more days!!!
loves!!!

vanessa.c