Friday, July 18, 2008
why is it so difficult to draw the line?
to draw the line between so many things.
where does this start, where does that end?
to draw the line between friendship and just being made use of.
everything is blurred, nothing is straight cut.
where should i stand? what should i stand for?
to help someone who doesnt always help himself/herself?
or to make myself suffer to help this person?
how does one make a decision? how do i weigh the pros and cons? are there even the pros and cons for such situations?
i know, loads of questions. loads of thinking too.
but life is the way it is.. decisions, choices.
you either make or break.
if things were simpler isnt it. always hoping it's simpler.
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anyways!!!
havent got much to blog about recently. anyone wants to ask me anything?
haha!
so, i've been thinking. thailand/hongkong/taiwan.
the last 2 destinations are a little off the chart right now because, by the time i get there, its winter! and they dont exactly wear sundresses when it's winter do they. haha!
that's why i'm in such a dilemma!
ting will most probably not go, and if it's just minn and i, it's going to be a little scary although minn should technically, roughly, know how to get around. haha!!!
i cant think of anyone to ask along who are close to the both of us. minn's bf, and a couple of her bf's friends. which will become a little weird for me since i dont exactly know them.
see see see!!!
so troublesome!!!
anyone from my poly class wants to go?!
shop shop?!
eat eat?!
walk walk?!
fly fly?!
haha!!!
anywhere else in the area?
philippines, vietnam, china..
i have no idea.
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-sulks-
minn minn minn!!! ask yensoon!!! haha!!! more guys better.. then. then. two of us girls, they protect. haha!!! wait for us outside the shop when we shop. haha!!! what mean-ness.. haha!!
and ah! dont poke me!! later i poke you back! haha!!!
here's numbers to make me happy!
2 days to the end of this week
6 days to possibly meeting up with shuwei and peggy for lunch
11 days to presentation
13 days to end of attachment
14 days to start slacking
15 days to look for job
then, the money shall pour in!!!
haha!!! yeah right. haha!!!
what madness
(:
alrights! got to go for now i think. better try finishing up on my project before my presentation so i have something to show. haha!!
and here's a super nice song to end the entry!
loves!!!
onerepublic
wont stop
now i stared at you
from across the room
until both my eyes were faded
i was in a rush
i was out of luck
now i'm so glad i waited
well you were almost there
almost mine...
they say love aint fair
but i'm doing fine
cause i swear it's you
i swear it's you
i swear it's you that i've waited for
i swear it's you
i swear it's you
i swear it's you that my hearts beats for
and it aint gonna stop
no it just wont stop
now you were fine by night
but when the morning light comes
comfortable as rain on sunday
and i'm a lucky soul
that holds your hand so tight
hope you hear this one day
dont fool yourself
this is my truth
i swear it's you
i swear it's you
i swear it's you that i've waited for
i swear it's you
i swear it's you
i swear it's you that my hearts beats for
and it aint gonna stop
just wont stop
you take this hand
you take this heart
stir my bones
from 1 000 miles apart
feels so cold
without you it feels just like its ten shades of winter
and i need the sun
and i swear it's you
i swear it's you
i swear it's you that i've waited for
i swear it's you
i swear it's you
i swear it's you that my heart beats for
i swear it's you
i swear it's you
i swear it's you that i've waited for
i swear it's you
i swear it's you
i swear it's you that my heart beats for
and it aint gonna stop
it just wont stop
just wont stop
it just wont stop
no, yeah
i swear it's you
i swear it's you
oh yeah
vanessa
