Saturday, August 23, 2008

colby o'donis ft. akon - what you got

i literally, want to cry.
i'm feeling so depressed, i could listen to "untitled" by simple plan and slit my wrists.
you guys do know that my brother calls that song
"the slit-wrist song"
haha.
ok. not supposed to be funny.
but but but!!!
i think.. yesterday (i'm writing as a saturday), is RJ's last day at work!
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i say THINK because i'm just speculating..
see, one of the colleagues came over to my desk and offered me this chocolate bread roll thing and i rejected it, and she went over to the other colleague behind me and the colleague asked where the bread came about. so the colleague who offered the bread said it was bought by a tempory staff whose last day was friday..
and i'm looking around, who else could be a temporary staff other than RJ? i mean he looks too young to be working permanently in a bank and doesnt seem to have been through national service. so naturally, i'd think it's him..
AND!!!
i found out today, after looking at the computer screen properly, it ISNT HIM!!! the couple picture!!! its a female worker's computer!!!
DAMMIT!!!
MAJOR DAMMIT!!!
i want to know him and be friends!!!
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i feel so depressed i tell you..
so depressed!!!
i'm so willing to give him my number if he's still there on monday.. but if he's not there.. then how?! then.. i'll be so sad for the next 2 months until mid october!!!
WHY?!!!
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i want to cry like mad!!!
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i seriously hope the temporary staff leaving isnt him and is some other person from some other department..
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-BAWLS-

anyways. had dinner with shuwei at popeyes.. talked loads about work.
-BAWLS-
work just reminds me of RJ..
and i still dont know his name.. i dont want to forget how he looks like..
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red jacket. what a way to remember him..
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and he knows my name. i want to know his name and number!!!
and no, i'm being slutty and stuff.. i just..
LIKE HIM ALOT!
nehnehpok la!!!
poor yuanzhi has no one to crap with because i'm so depressed.. sorry dude. i'm so so sad!!!

frances.. i am.. haha!!! i SERIOUSLY like him!!!
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eee.. jo... i cant take picture. my phone's too noisy. doesnt have the silent mode. sucks like mad.
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eee. dont want to blog anymore.. SO DEPRESSING!!!!

vanessa.