Thursday, September 18, 2008
gavin degraw - jealous guy
it's going to be friday in under an hour!!!
already going through my wardrobe in my mind, trying to put together an outfit for tomorrow. haha!!!
busy weekend ahead..
oh!
i have something to talk about. but really short though.
i had this, weird, emotional wave of sadness that came sweeping over me after reading a romantic love story. i went into this crazy mode of writing out this "journey entry" and a short poem.. i think it's these kind of moments that makes me come up poems. i cant find anything nice to say or write when i'm in a happy mood. haha!
and and!!!
i had a dream the other night, about being stalked.
-.-
and it was those really scary feeling like as if it was really happening and you werent asleep. i even dreamt of my doctor writing a note about whether things were okay and i dreamt of the young adults pastor's wife. both of which, are really weird.
and those were the things i wanted to blog. just to remind me of the weird things in my life. haha!
on another note. i wished the spree people would hurry send the orders to the respective companies so i can get my loot soon!!! i'm deperate for my clothes and my bags and my other things like.. erm. what else did i buy?
oh! notebooks!!!
and qiqi's tee, the twin's tees.
and a present for a dear friend who birthday present has been delayed for so so long. but dont think she knows it's her. haha!!! so..
CANT WAIT!!!
sprees are pretty fun actually. haha!! i just D.R.E.A.D. the waiting time.
alrights. before i go! here's another song!!! the o.c. songs are all so.. memory-filled.
):
jem
maybe i'm amazed
maybe i'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
maybe i'm afraid of the way i love you
maybe i'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of time
and hung me on a line
maybe i'm amazed at the way i really need you
maybe i'm a girl and maybe i'm a lonely girl
who's in the middle of something
that she doesnt really understand
maybe i'm a girl and maybe you're the only man
who could ever help me
baby wont you help me understand
maybe i'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
maybe i'm afraid of the way i leave you
maybe i'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
right me when i'm wrong
maybe i'm amazed at the way i really need you
maybe i'm a girl and maybe i'm a lonely girl
who's in the middle of something
that she doesnt really understand
maybe i'm a girl and maybe you're the only man
who could ever help me
baby wont you help me understand
maybe i'm amazed at the way you're with me all the time
maybe i'm afraid of the way i leave you
maybe i'm amazed at the way you help me sing my song
right me when i'm wrong
maybe i'm amazed at the way i really need you
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