Wednesday, September 17, 2008
sam sparro - black and gold
yawns
i think, i need to sleep now.
yet. i have something to say..
i came online earlier, not expecting anyone to chat to.
in the end, a primary school friend currently studying in australia, suddenly asked if i was there and he wanted someone to talk to. i think, this friend of mine could very well be a close guy friend.. someone who'd i turn to when i have problems.. taking into consideration that i may not get hitched. he's very nice to chat with, and we have common views about random things like comfortable chairs.. although he's the middle child and has many ambitions in life, i guess he does see things my way and its almost like he reads in between the lines of what i say.. it scared me the other time, when i was talking about what i might want to do in the future as a career and then out of the blue, he said he felt that this definitely isnt something i want to, but instead, i had felt obliged to. that, was quite scary.. it's practically beyond reading in between the lines. it's almost like, reading my mind.
but alas, i dont think anything would happen between us because of the difference in religion.
ah yes, religion is very important..
the first "relationship" i had crumbled because things werent mean to be. different values, different takes on life, different beliefs. i still pray for him when i remember, knowing that whatever happens, God is in control and it's His will..
jason did remind me again the other time, about how lucky i was that i wasnt in that relationship. otherwise, i wouldnt be where i am today.
anyways! busy weekend this week!
friday - meeting buddy
saturday - meeting shuwei, enshao, niam, eugene
sunday - might be meeting edmund (IKEA)
QIQI!!! JEALOUS?! EDMUND JIEJIE!!! haha..
next thursday is most likely booked because i might have some gathering with the bible-study group.
frankly, i havent been to any of the study groups since the new young adults pastor took over. better start attending soon.. losing touch.
and the next 2-3 weeks will be fully booked as of now because i've dedicated my evening and nights to teaching meimei for her upcoming psle. as much as i would like to ignore, i cant bear to see her not score for her papers. especially english.. at least i'm going to get dinners and the occasional ride home. my last minute sacrifice better work. otherwise, i'd shoot meimei to pieces.
qiqi, take note. haha!!!
anyways! before i go, just thought i should say that i ordered david&goliath stuff, basics and bags from the spree site. will upload pictures when they arrive. which, in my opinion, would most likely arrive after this month, towards the end of october. a little sad.. but hey, life like that.
alrights. loves!!!
(the latest music addiction)
the script
the man who cant be moved
going back to the corner where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag i'm not gonna move
got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand
saying if you see this girl can you tell her where i am
some try to hand me money they dont understand
i'm not broke, i'm just a broken hearted man
i know it makes no sense, but what else can i do
how can i move on when i'm still in love with you
cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on earth i can be
thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
so i'm not moving
i'm not moving
policeman says son you cant stay here
i said there's someone i'm waiting for, if it's a day, a month, a year
gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
if she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on earth i can be
thinking maybe you'll come back here to this place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
so i'm not moving
i'm not moving
i'm not moving
i'm not moving
people talk about the guy
who's waiting on a girl
oh
there are no holes in his shoes
but a big hole in his world
and maybe i'll get famous as the man who cant be moved
and maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
and you'll come running to the corner
cause you'll know it's just for you
i'm the man who cant be moved
i'm the man who cant be moved
cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i can be
thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
so i'm not moving
i'm not moving
i'm not moving
i'm not moving
going back to the corner where i first saw yo
gonna camp in my sleeping bag i'm not gonna move
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