Tuesday, October 28, 2008

ben lee - into the dark

i just told buddy about me being sick and how my fart stinks to the highest level of oxygen. haha!!! had diarrhoea since this morning and then decided not to go to school after all. hopefully all is well for school tomorrow. i cant afford to skip school this last semester.. important important!!! very important indeed.

been resting the entire day and i should be getting down to doing my work really soon. i just, feel so, messy. haha!!! refering to my brain that is. then again, my table's still a little messy too. haha!! got to clear a couple of things soon..
as some of you know, i'm quite the sentimental person.. always afraid of throwing things away, always wanting to shelf things in a corner to one day, take them out to reminisce. unlike shuwei (who's always telling me to get rid of the old to pave way for the new), i am unable to just, let go of things. especially those that brings me so many fond memories.. church camp things, friendship things, birthday things, random letters things. haha!!! all the THINGS that encompasses my life as a whole, that encapsulates my every memory i have of people.. i mean, i do throw away things that i dont need but there are things such as diaries that i just, refuse to throw despite the fact that the writing are practically faded and unreadable. haha!!! plus! the weird covers of the diaries.. haha!!!
it's funny how different we all are isnt it? and the more different we are, we more some of us can get along. the same way buddy and i get along despite our IMMEDIATE differences.. haha! and not forgetting yuanzhi (refer to his recent blog entry)
life sure is funny isnt it? yeah, it sure is.
(:
anyways, probably got to go for now.. i've been trying to perspire like mad for the past hour to get rid of the germs what-have-you-nots.. (it's some old "remedy" the adults like. to reduce fever, drink hot water and sweat it all out. dont know if it's actually proven)
alrights. more soon when i'm better.. the time of the month is definitely near.. or so i think.

celine dion
stand by your side

i cry and you comfort me
i'm lost and you hear my scream
so its hard to watch you falling
when you run so deep in me
you live in me

gonna stand by your side now
let me kiss all your tears away
you can stay in my arms now
and i know i can make you believe again

i walk but you can run through fire
i search for reasons but baby you inspire
but i know somebody hurt you
and i know you really need a friend
well you can take my hand

gonna stand by your side now
let me kiss all your tears away
you can stay in my arms now
and i know i can make you believe again

so when you're feeling like you cant go on
dont you know
you never walk alone
no
and you live in me

gonna stand by your side now
let me kiss all your tears away
you can stay in my arms now
and i know i can make you believe again

i'm gonna stand, stand by your side
kiss all your tears away tonight
i'm gonna stand, stand by your side
make you believe again
i wanna look in your eyes now and see you smiling again

vanessa.c