Monday, December 29, 2008

0130 in the morning and i'm still not asleep. considering the long day ahead, i think i should be tucking in pretty soon.
anyways, watched titanic and pirates of the caribbean: at world's end, yesterday and the day before respectively and it got me feeling all emotional..
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all the romantic love scenes where they get together and kiss and then to find that they have to break apart and then at the end, they somehow get together..
my goodness did i cry like a baby. especially titanic.
dont we all want to be loved no matter how bad we are? just for that little warmth and that knowledge that someone is waiting for you when you open your eyes in the morning.
i have tons of moments like these and everytime i start feeling emotional, the feeling doesnt go away that fast as i wish i would..
it lingers with each breath and torments the tattered soul and just wants to break me down. i say i have faith that God will bring me someone but at the same time, i dont know if i want that someone to come just because i know, my shortcomings make me feel inferior..
i'm not afraid of commitments because i want to commit to a relationship that will last. and it scares me that things might not go my way..
anyways, here's a song that i really REALLY love.. quite an old one though. enjoy!


jewel - break me


i will meet you
in some place
where the light lends itself
to soft repose
i will let you undress me
but i warn you
i have thorns
like any rose
and you could hurt me
with your bare hands
you could hurt me
with the sharp end
of what you say
but i'm lost to you now
and there's no amount of reason
that could save me


so break me
take me
just let me
feel your arms again
break me
i'll let you make me
just let me
feel your love again


feels like being underwater
now that i've let go
and lost control
water kisses fill my mouth
water fills my soul


so break me
take me
just let me
feel your arms again
break me
make me
just let me
feel your love again


kiss me once
well, maybe twice
oh it never felt so nice


so break me
take me
let me
feel your arms again


break me
make me
just let me
feel your arms again
just let me
feel your arms again




oh wouldnt you greet me with your lovely smile and capture me with your eyes.
embrace me in your warm arms to last me through the winter cold.
sing me a song to keep my moods on a beautiful high for the dreary days.
i'll write you little love notes to keep that smile
oh wouldnt you make the first move.

vanessa.c