Thursday, January 1, 2009
ah, the first post for the new year.
i'm actually just going to post a really short one since i'm still not done with my projects..
supposed to go to a gig by a church guy whose band is performing at the esplanade at midnight. we thought it was the 1st of jan, midnight. not 31st jan, midnight. turns out, it was supposed to be 31st jan, which stretches into the 1st of jan. haha!!! super amusing.. so i didnt go after all and i hope i havent disappointed my dear bird.. think she really wanted to get a breather from her work. medicine is seriously crazy mugging, nonstop.
so anyways, it doesnt feel special, this new year. actually, nothing feels special anymore somehow.. Christmas just went by, and now the new year too. i wonder if the chinese new year would be any different since i've already done my shopping in thailand. not much thrills in shopping in singapore already..
the only "thrill" i'll get is probably cleaning up my room.. which has a layer of dust everywhere since my room's window is so huge and the wind blows the entire day.. doesnt help that i dont like to throw things much now aye. haha!!! tons of things waiting to be arranged and thrown and i havent gotten the guts.. at least!!! i've kept my dressing table neat..
ah yes. an achievement..
next? my table i guess.. clear more things..
i remember watching the o.c. some time back, and they have this scene about spending the new year with someone. they believe that if you spend new year's alone, then you'll be alone for the entire year. so now that i've spent the new year at home, in front of the telly, i certainly hope to prove that crazy myth wrong. HAHA!!! but honestly, of course i dont believe such stuff, but honestly again, it would be fun to just prove it wrong so other people wouldnt look at being single during the new year that badly especially if relationships dont go that well for them the previous year..
so, there wont be new resolutions because i didnt manage to keep the previous ones. haha!!! i'll just be on my best behaviour as and when i have to, and can.
alrights! short one as said previously.
take care my dear readers, and have a blessed 2009.
(:
emmy rossum
slow me downrushing and racing and running in circles
moving so fast, i'm forgetting my purpose
blur of the traffic is sending me spinning, getting nowhere
my head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
pace of the word, i just wish i could stop it
try to appear like i've got it together, i'm falling apart
save me, somebody take my hand and lead me
slow me down, dont let love pass me by
just show me how
'cause i'm ready to fall
slow me down, dont let me live a lie
before my life flies by
i need you to slow me down
sometimes i fear that i might disappear
in the blur of fast forward i falter again
forgetting to breathe, i need to sleep, i'm getting nowhere
all that i've missed i see in the reflection
passed me while i wasnt paying attention
tired of rushing, racing and running, i'm falling apart
tell me, oh, wont you take my hand and lead me
slow me down, dont let love pass me by
just show me how
'cause i'm ready to fall
slow me down, dont let me live a lie
before my life flies by
i need you to slow me down
just show me, i need you to slow me down
slow me down, slow me down
the noise of the world is getting me caught up
chasing the clock and i wish i could stop it
just need to breathe, somebody please slow me down
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