Wednesday, January 21, 2009

i wanted to keep this post for another time but i just couldnt resist.
to my dear passerby.
its sad that you think of me this way and for the horrible usage of words.
there is a line between desperation and just a simple want. mine, like most other people, happen to be under the "want" fraction..
or maybe you foresee yourself being a sad lonesome old woman/man when everyone has a family to be with then hey, that's your prerogative. i happen to want to be married with a family and die knowing i have a family who loved me instead of being old and wrinkly and lonely with no one to accompany you when friends arent free.
and how is talking about love being desperate? something must be terribly wrong if you dont talk about love at all.. or maybe you dont need love?
if i'm as desperate as you think i am, i'd probably have tons of narcissistic pictures strewn across my blog and none of the crazy pictures i have posted..
i mean honestly, who in their right state of mind, who wants to attract guys with crazy pictures?
obviously not many people..
geez! some people just dont have nicer things to say..

and i, am on a fast track to insanity soon with the sudden onslaught of assignments. this is the first time such a load of work is thrown at us and thank goodness, it's also the last.. i have...

5 assignments
1 presentation
1 report

and to top it all off, it's due after chinese new year.
i know, start rolling your eyes with me.. frances, niam and kamseng were complaining to teachers about the immense amount of work and obviously nothing has changed. haha!!! pretty sad i'd say but i guess we have to squeeze the life out of us to complete these work.

things have reached a rough patch at home and thank goodness the passerby came and allowed me to be a little sarcastic so i can relieve myself. phew!
so so so!!!
i shall go off and try to concentrate on the assignments. i'll blog soon when i feel in the mood.
loves!!!

oh! one last thing. i've been playing pussycat dolls' whatcha think about that every single day on my ipod.. the beats are so addictive!!! actually, bottle pop isnt that bad too.

vanessa.c