Monday, April 27, 2009

ahh! i dont have pictures yet but they'll be up soon!
so anyways!!!
went with shuwei to collect our graduation attire from school and got really pissed.
so after collecting, we went to ikea to stuff ourselves silly with the REALLY NICE prawns and meatballs. we froze a little and walked it off, leaving the place with only a peeler which i bought for home and she got herself a hotdog. haha! we walked in the sweltering heat to anchorpoint and looked around for a nice top. couldnt find any but i ended up buying a really cheap pair of heels from charles & keith. HAHA!!! shuwei kept on saying it was a good buy (which it was, being only at $13.10) cheap eh?! so we spent the day outside and inside, hot and cold.
phew!

so anyways! i'll probably start ranting awhile before i go to sleep.
i honestly dont get why that person has to lie about so many things. and thinks the lies are covered properly.
but obviously that person didnt manage to cover the ass properly because i saw through it.. all the loopholes.
then start telling other people how they have offended you, when in reality, you are the one causing all the shit that is happening around you.
how childish and naive can you get really? dont get me started on all the things because the list goes on and i can name them immediately. although i might have problems choosing which one comes first.
and why i am pissed? because to me and a few others, the friendship meant something. but after all the stupid lies we got, i got sick and tired of trying to be a close friend and including you in the bonding activities.
but since the friendship doesnt mean shit to you, then so be it.

its sad to know some people have to convince themselves their lives are oh-so-nice all the time.
i like mine the way it is although there are tons of crap i have to put up with. at least i have cool friends and close friends to hang out with and talk about my problems with.
and i'm pretty glad my friends mean something to me and vice versa.
but of course, some people have to be two-faced, bipolar, have weird personalities or.. hmm.. split personalities.
saying they'll miss you like mad and the next thing you know, they've erased you from their stored memory or whatever. my goodness.. isnt that a split personality?! sure does to me!
geez! some ignorant people.
being angry at someone definitely doesnt make me have a split personality. it's just the PISSED OFF side of me. i didnt want to stoop to your level of childish-ness but you leave me no choice.

alrights! i'm done ranting. wanted to do that for a really long time but since my period is coming, i guess it's better if i let it out and have a happier period than be angry over people with small hearts.
and why now instead of after when it happened? because a friend talked me out of it and i decided to be nice. but since that person wants to be nasty, i'll play along. because i can be mean and nasty when you decide to be nasty EVEN after i decide to not expose the crap you've done.

*edit
and dont expect people to talk to you when you yourself, have decided to no talk to them. neh.

woohoo! and i feel better. YES! after so long.
alrights! pictures soon!
loves!!!

vanessa.c