Monday, June 29, 2009

replies first.

bird:
of course i want to be a happy girl! i know you like me that way!!! HAHA!!! what madness we had the last couple of days. i have to stay away from you already man!

hello stranger..
its funny how that psalms came to mind as i felt such familiarity with it. i saw the number and something struck. i went to grab my bible and checked, and realised this psalm was circling around in my head for awhile now.
this psalm has special meaning to me, as i remember memorising it for the weeks before my operation 4 or 5 years ago.. it was mentioned during church camp and after which, it never really left my mind.
thank you stranger, whoever you are, for reminding me about God's goodness, for triggering the thought that no matter how far i feel God is, God is always there, silent and always waiting for me to fall into His arms again.
i really wonder who you are though!
(:

so, sunday's gathering was so fun! frances brought her kite and i flew it! shuwei had so much fun she stood in the midday sun for at least 20 minutes and came back red. HAHA!!! now she's determined to buy one too. haha!!! frances flew a kite on her own! getting the kite in the air, bringing the kite down.. everything! power woman! you got to admire her for that! future policewoman to be, kickboxer, 42km marathon runner. how power can you get really?
so enshao, niam and kamseng came late and after playing around, enshao was very nice to fetch me to junction8 to meet bird.
the entire trip to junction8 was so hilarious with enshao and kamseng squabbling the whole time. i was saying i should videotape the entire trip and post on youtube. HAHA!!! enshao was acting gay and touching kamseng on the thighs and singing. i couldnt take it. HAHA!!!

so anyways, dinner with bird was crazy and we realised we influenced each other so much its scary. we did the same clapping action after we ate our chawanmushi and the other time in church camp, when the last person went out of the lift, the both of us struck a random pose immediately after. HAHA!!! we laughed like mad really..
so much fun.
after dinner, we went back to church for a function, festival of praise.
really good stuff. the young adults choir was superb really.. i could really relax to that. like a enya album.
(:

anyways, i'll be going back to work for a full day this wednesday and i need to spend my 35bucks voucher by tomorrow at isetan. and i dont know what i want to get. tsk. i hate vouchers with a deadline.

you know, i realised people are afraid of saying the word death or anything remotely related to it. actually, i feel weird too.
i am reminded of my grandaunt when people mention death.
i dont think i'll cry or react adversely to it but i know people feel awkward after that.
still, i want people to know that its okay to mention death because i know its part of life. its something that i am learning to get through and it helps that you accept that something has happened to me and are willing to move on together with me.

and i'm considering a haircut.
SHOULD I?!!
boyish, edgy cut.
i'm tired of my china bob look. HAHA!!!
the hair's getting too poofy for me to control. HAHA!!!
tag and let me know!!!
think i'll be cutting either this thursday or next monday! get your votes in!!!
to cut or not to cut.
if to cut, boyish, edgy? or something else?!
till then, loves!

vanessa.c