Saturday, July 18, 2009

alrights. here it is, the lost post.
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ohman. i really had a lot of things to say last night!!!
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let me try to recall.

oh wait! replies first.

shuwei:
you crazy crazy girl! then again, i was thinking about the hair for hope. but i get the occasional pimple on my head so that's going to be a deterring factor. i've always wanted to do it somehow. i shall pluck up the courage to do it one day!

minn:
haha!!! botak your butt! but i like short hair now.. i feel bolder and more edgy! and yes we shall meet soon!!! wait awhile first! i need my pay first! no money to spend! haha!!

and so.. not going to school this year after all. i think it's all in God's good timing. i can take this year off and take care of my mum for the 3 months she's going to be home recuperating after the operation and so she doesnt have to go stay at some other person's house or a hospice or something that like.

i know she's scared and all, about the pain and everything else that i was afraid of when i went for my operation. at least she has me! haha!! not that it's going to be much of help since everyone's experience is different. still, it helps right?!

i watched romeo + juliet and i am addicted to the english they used. such beauty in the few words they speak! definitely enthralled by it all.

i went out with qiqi after going to mandai to visit my grandaunt's niche. went down to ikea to snack and walk around and then to anchorpoint to continue walking a little more. tons of fun joking around with her and doing all the crazy things like competing who can finish eating the strings of sweets the fastest. HAHA!! totally fun stuff!
very relaxing to! OOH! she got for me glow in the dark nail polish. super cool! i havent tried it yet but i'll get down to it really soon!

saturday was out with shuwei! went to vivo city and had sushi tei for lunch/tea. we depleted the sweet sauce bottle to nearly 1/4 left! it was so crazy!!! a full bottle and after we were gone, 1/4 left! just the 2 of us! 2 bentos of rice and tempura! haha!!! how mad are we?! such crazy people. HAHA!!! more more more!!!

and!!! i was supposed to pass to her her pants from cotton on and then have more space. in the end!!! she brought me to the mango outlet and i came out with 2 pairs of jeans!
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HAHA!!! it totally defeats the purpose of opening up more space in my cupboard! haha!! i cant go out with shuwei anymore! she always knows where the sales are at and she always makes me go in with her and i get tempted!!!! HAHA!!! NO SHUWEI!!! NO MORE!!! haha!!! of course i'm not that crazy! i heart my shuwei.
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so... if you guys recall, i talked about a dream. i've since told my mum about it and now, i think i am prepared to share.

the night before i went for church camp, i dreamt my grandaunt came back. she came back with 4 other people; a lady and 3 little children.
she came up the stairs and came into my room and woke my mum up. she told my mum to tell us that she's okay and that we shouldnt have to worry about her. she told my mum to tell me too, about something personal that i dont want to share.
she then came over to my bedside and stroked my face and told me to take care.
after which, she went over into shawn's room and called out to him but he didnt wake up.
after which, she went downstairs with the 4 strangers and i called out to her nonstop.

this is just a vague outline of what really happened cause its so personal to me that i cant find the words to put my feelings into mere sentences that dont do it any justice.
another thing that really stuck was that i thought i saw an outline of something that looked like her outside my room. thing is, i dont know if it was part of my dream of if i was really awake.
everything felt so real. her voice, her touch.
the lines of reality was blurred so badly that i dont know if i was awake or dreaming.

the following night, i dreamt that i told all my cousins and aunts and uncles.
the response i got was that they all dreamt it too. that my grandaunt came back. i dont remember asking them about the 4 strangers.

and that's pretty much it.

vanessa.c