Tuesday, July 21, 2009

she says.
she strikes!

yes, the time of the month is here.
-sulks-

i picked up a picture of my grandaunt and then the waterworks came out.
out of the blue.

how do you get over someone who has been there for you, even if it was for that short while.
how do you get through it when you've lost someone you loved, or once loved.
how do you forget the things that they did for you, small or big.

never i say. never can i forget, never will i forget, neither can i bring myself to try.
time doesnt heal the wound you know? time just helps you to find peace with it. time just steals the memories away for just that while but when a certain something jerks the box of history lying on the floor, when you're clearing out the cobwebs in your mind, everything comes back.
the scars will always remain, sure it'll fade but it's still there.

i know some things are over and i should forget.
yet i know, no matter what people say, its never over.
because a part of my history belongs to the people who left an impact on me.
and that, makes me who i am, for better, or for worse.
because they belong in my memories.
and no, i'll never let them go.
i just cant.

vanessa.c