Friday, July 31, 2009

went to the hospital with my mum and auntie lily for her admission.
the entire day was okay until i had to leave her.
i controlled my emotions all the way until i reached my room.
even with my dad at home, i felt so lonely.
i miss my grandaunt,
i miss my mum,
i miss shawn.

i opened my windows, set my bag down and everything came out.
out of nowhere, the tears just poured.
didnt help that my mum asked if i missed her.
i replied telling her that i missed her and my heart pained.
she didnt reply me and i think i made a mistake of saying i missed her, grandaunt and shawn.
soon after, she called and once i heard her voice, i totally lost it.
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i miss my mum so much already when she's only gone for a day. what am i going to do for the next week?!
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i want her home now. i dont want her to go for the operation.
because i am selfish that way.

vanessa.c