Tuesday, August 11, 2009

i feel like i'm deprived of human contact.. i havent had good proper contact with friends in about a week or so. ohyes. a week. other than the only visit from ting who lives really near me.
in case you're wondering, i'm doing okay, other than the fact that i'm going to go insane from boredom.
in case you guys dont already know, i'm living with another grandaunt. (i have 3, including the one i lost recently) the house is so sparse and there's pretty much nothing for me to do other than bring my mum to and fro the toilet and walking around the living room and back to the bedroom and helping her up and down the bed.
i'm pretty much a full-time maid, without having to clean the house and cook. and yes i'm very tired.

overall, the operation was a huge success according to the associate professor's assistant. my mum requested to go home early and we came to my grandaunt's house last wednesday. or was it thursday? either one. i havent had a real night's sleep since last thursday when my mum was warded. i've been waking up in the middle of the night to help her do this and that and i think i'm going bonkers. of course i love her and i'm willing to do things for her, but i dont think i can go on much longer man!!!
phew.

throughout this entire time, i've found God again. everyday i do. taking a cab in the morning, to answered prayers almost immediately and stuff.
i'll probably elaborate on that really soon, when i have the time to.

either way, i'm going off already, it's nearly 0000hrs and i'm going to try to get all the sleep i can, when i can. i have a feeling, my period's coming soon too.
oh darn.

vanessa.c