Wednesday, October 28, 2009
ah today has been a little crazy.
but! i've gotten a job!
(:
the pay's not too bad i'd reckon, and its quite near the train station as well as easy for me to get a seat on the bus home. HAHA!!! that, would be one of the best things ever!!!
starting work on monday too! so i've got these few days to relax before i officially start work.
oh! no no no... i've got work tomorrow too.
going back to creativebits to do an extremely temporary job until saturday. haha!!! i wonder how they'll all look like when i go back to see them. boy oh boy is it going to be weirdly interesting. HAHA!!!
i remember wilson and all his "babe" calling. yes, he calls me babe. its weird to say the least, yet at the same time, annoying endearing. haha!!!
and he's 10 years my senior.
not that i have a major issue with older men (although i do have one with younger boys).
you know, i hear people say that the person they love often resembles their parent. boyfriend carrying some trait of her father and vice versa.
and i think i know why.
let's take me for example.
i want my future husband to be able fix the spoilt sink, to make me a really nice french toast on weekends, to listen to me talk and go on and on about something really stupid, to let me mess up his hair for no reason. i want my future husband to be able to make me laugh, allow me to buy clothes for him and trust my taste in clothes and allow me to arrange the furniture in the house.
there are a whole lot more things that i wish my future husband would do. and i know all these are things that my father and brother do.
i think, it's just having that familiarity around i guess.
(:
oh boy i wish my future husband could play the guitar too. HAHA!!! or piano? or sing? or drums? oh how sexy that would be. HAHA!!!
ah i must be mad.
"maybe if you're attached to someone else alr... it might not be so much difficult for me to leave as well... haha."
"at least i would know you're taken care of while i'm gone... haha. amid other reasons... haha"
"well... i hope you're still single after i return... hahaha"
how do i respond to that? not that i like this person or anything but it's really nice to know someone cares aye? but this reminds of someone.
eww eww eww!!!
not nice.
then again, there are guys whose words and actions remind me often of hongtat. it's crazy. yuck yuck!
i shall be extremely sure that my future husband will have his own unique traits that i always remember as his own and no one else!
-smirks-
(:
anyways! i've got a long day ahead tomorrow and i havent reallty figured out how to get to work. HAHA!!! hopefully wilson will be nice if i meet him. haha!
i actually remember the last few weeks at work when he was really nice, remembering my birthday and treating me to yakun for breakfast, asking me if i wanted to go lunch, and pulling the swivel chair really close and talking extremely close to my face. it was a total invasion of my comfort zone. haha! but he's too funny to be mad at him. HAHA!
ALRIGHT! i think i shall go off already and here's a pop oldie before i go!
the corrs
all the love in the world
i'm not looking for someone to talk to
i've got my friend, i'm more than ok
i've got more than a girl could wish for
i live my dreams but its not all they say
still i believe
i'm missing
i'm missing something real
i need someone who really sees me
dont wanna wake up
dont wanna wake up alone anymore
still believing you'll walk through my door
all i need is to know its for sure
then i'll give all the love in the world
i've often wondered if love's an illusion
just to get you through the loneliest days
i cant criticize it
i have no hestitation
my imagination just stole me away
still
still i believe
i'm missing
i'm missing something real
i need someone who really sees me
dont wanna wake
dont wanna wake up alone anymore
still believing you'll walk through my door
all i need is to know its for sure
then i'll give all the love in the world
love's for a lifetime not for a moment
so how could i throw it away
yeah i'm only human
and nights grow colder
with no one to love me that way
yeah i need someone who really sees me
dont wanna wake
and i wont wake up alone anymore
still believing you'll walk through my door
you'll reach for me and i'll know it's for sure
then i'll give all the love in the world
dont wanna wake up alone anymore
vanessa.c
