Saturday, January 9, 2010

i think the picture on the left is due for a change wouldnt you agree?
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i have been looking at my wardrobe for the entire week, wondering how i'm going to get things organised and trying to look for clothes to give away or throw but i just cant find any!!! i know there're clothes that i probably cant fit properly but i just love them so much to allow them to be removed from the hangers! HAHA!
i'm quite crazy really.
i can imagine them crying out my name and asking me why i dont want them anymore. HAHA!!! how crazy am i? i hope i dont become a hoarder or something! or maybe i'm on my way to being one! now that's quite scary.

anyways, this week has been really crazy with my migraines coming everyday at around 3pm. i have absolutely no idea why it happens at such a time but getting it at work has been downright crazy. doesnt help that one of my colleagues is such a multiple-faced irritating person that i just want go over and whack her.
BAHH
such nasty stuff really!

oh! i just got my hair cut today and its so ugly!!! my fringe is way short and i cant stand short fringe because it bugs the crap out of me. i shall desperately try to keep pulling my fringe in a useless and sad bid to make it grow fast. HAHA!!!

you know, i read a past blog entry on my old blog and i was reminded of things.
i dont feel that much anymore honestly.
if i see him on the streets, i think i'd just go "hey! long time!"
and that would be the end of it.
or maybe i'd be "look at me now without you!" and laugh it out after walking away from meeting him. i think i'd be doing that. and that makes me very happy indeed!
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i dont know if this is a facade because i havent seen him in a really long time and there's no contact. i dont think i have any animosity towards him but i think i might just blame him for making me lose faith in guys in general. to make me really want to just date Christian guys even if the non-Christian ones are really good.
tsk. guys in general.

ooh! i actually got a blister on my middle finger from just sharpening my colour pencils! i havent done the old school sharpening method since, well, primary school! i got such a tiny thrill from just looking at the colour pencils becoming sharp one by one. HAHA!

you know, i dont think i can keep my monday secret for long. haha!!! i just have to keep it just a bit longer!!! ahhh!!! its such a cool thing to be able to do this with no strings attached. just for fun and experimentation. no competition, no exams. just pure enjoyment! i shall divulge it soon! not like this coming week but maybe after next week! unless i forget or i cant control my mouth. HAHA!

anyways, i really havent got much to say. its so weird since i remember going on and on about relationships in the past. have i become numb or so feelingless that i just cant find things to talk about?

vanessa.c