Tuesday, April 27, 2010

i dreamt last night, about her.
and how she left us again.
i woke up to find myself crying and my heart aching and it really felt like it happened just a couple of hours before.
why God, why.

i was reminded of her anniversary even at work.
i was reading an account and there it was, 15 may 2009.
it came right out at me and i had to control myself.

i hate how i let these things get to me.
yet at the same time, i know, this is one of the many ways i will remind myself of her.

vanessa.c