Saturday, September 11, 2010

i dreamt of someone last night, after a brief thought of him came during the course of the evening.
the dream was complete with colours, distinct faces, conversations that i actually remember and it all happened in running sequence.
most of my dreams are non-sequential and tend to happen very randomly at places that i dont exactly remember. most of them are foggy although i can sometimes remember how it goes.

i am amazed at myself, that my conscience and beliefs are so deeply rooted that they even make me make the right choices and speak the right words in my dreams.
his friend was complaining about how his life was so miserable and how regretful he was for making that choice. i then told them that i would never break up a marriage. i was calm throughout the entire dream, walking with them around a chinese garden/park with paper lanterns and my dear buddy was there trying to cut out paper patterns. haha! her face and character was so distinct that i woke up totally amused! i dreamt she was trying to cut them desperately and when it was ruined, she just didnt want to do another one and got so fed up. haha! i believe she'd do the same in real life too.

i was reminded of him, when i met a friend whom i havent seen in some years and it struck me that they both had some sort of odd resemblence.. and that was pretty much the only time he came into my mind.

after all that is said and done, of course i wish someday we can sit down and still see eye to eye and have a proper conversation. just like any normal friends can do.

then again, i dont expect much out from guys anymore so what the heck eh?

have i told you guys how much i am in love with david choi?! haha!!
alrights! got to go for now. long day ahead!
more some time soon. (:

vanessa.c