Saturday, November 20, 2010

i havent been here for the longest time!!!
i have so many things going on at the moment that i'm just so tired to do anything when i get back from work everyday. i dont even want to go out on weekends if i had a choice.. with the exception of church that is.. didnt help that i had the longest migraines in my entire 22 years! every day for 2 weeks, i just wanted to go home and it sort of made me dread going to work.

life hasnt changed much from my point of view.
more things spinning around in my brain and all.
oh! new music has definitely been making it's rounds!!!
the latest earworm is by katharine mcphee & zachary levi.. the song's called terrified and it's a terribly good song!!! it has been on replay on my ipod and on my itunes! i never knew zachary levi sang! his voice sounds so soothing and deeply manly. haha!!! deeply manly. the song does feature katharine's voice much more though, which is good, but i wish they featured him more!!!

i've actually been sleeping a lot recently! not good i'd say but what the heck. haha!!!

ahh! i still need to clear my room!!! i still need to find things to get rid off!!! cleanse the junk!!
i have so much going in my head!!! crap crap crap!!!

i was telling bird recently, how i thought that i would never get attached. its such a dreadful feeling to have!
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everyone seems to be getting attached and it sort of makes me wonder what's wrong with me.
small boobs?
small eyes?
flabby stomach?
so in general, not pretty enough.
not pretty enough for the kind of guys i like.
blah!!!

drop dead!!!

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