Monday, December 6, 2010

she knows she's not a genius.
she knows with every single cell in her body, that she's not one to get a masters or even a degree for that matter.
she probably wont be any one big in society, not going to make much difference to people's lives, not going to make an impact anywhere.
never earn the big bucks to buy expensive goods.
never look as good as most people.
not as nice and good natured as she'd want to be.
she'll never be a role model or perfect for anyone.
she's just never good enough.

and she doesnt need reminders.
she doesnt need to be reminded that she's stupid
she doesnt need to be told she's lousy
she doesnt need to be hinted that she's not going to make it anywhere.

she knows.
and it hurts when the people she loves, makes all these passing remarks so casually because, she's just not that strong enough.

she knows.
i know.

vanessa.c