Sunday, March 13, 2011

i havent felt this stressed in such awhile.
with so many changes happening at one go, i just couldnt take it.
i like things to be systematic and i take time to create a flow to the things i do. i dont like the disruptions to the flows i create.
i dont want to be this way, but i find safety and comfort in routine.
i dont mean to be anal but that's just a madness i have that i cant rid myself of.
but they dont understand. they think i'm being selfish and i have no patience at all.
and as it turns out, friends are the ones with the listening ears. what a crazy fact isnt it.

i dont deal with changes very well but they dont know and they dont want to ask. so the whole world's going to know that i'm this anal person who only thinks for herself. yay that.

vanessa.c